I'm sick of being a loser
Why shouldn't I kill myself
Because you can get a job and do something with your life besides hang out with your buddies who all equally call things that are mainstream retarded all the time because of your pro hedonistic believes that need to be challenged, that you are too afraid to challenge, because it seems too retarded to you. Everything seems retarded to you, because you were gifted a curse in which anyone who questions you, gets shut down, and you continue with your insanity. The solution, GO OUTSIDE AND WORK OUT! SEE A THERAPIST! GET MEDS!
>>33280543I don't have any 'buddies'
I'm disabled and can't work
I went to therapy for years and it didn't help
The meds made me fail college
if you cant hack it here, what makes you think you'll hack it in hell, or wherever you go after this?
Why not keep living just to see what happens? You can die anytime but you only have one life.
>>33280520 (OP)you have some things to do still.
get drunk and talk to randoms on the internet
get drunk and talk to randoms irl
get drunk and play games with randoms on the internet
login to poe
learn chinese
>>33280520 (OP)Generational collapse will increase your value. Burgeoning technologies will immensely improve quality of life. You might get to live forever in heaven with a golden body if you hang on.
>>33280520 (OP)>I'm sick of being a loser>Why shouldn't I kill myselfThere's no objective reason. Life is a work of art and you're the artist.
>>33280520 (OP)its not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late
>>33280520 (OP)Because it would make you a dead loser. Its the final defeat
>>33280520 (OP)Even the losers get lucky sometimes
because your life is worth something. doro loves you by the way.