Start with this computer exam in high school. We were given four days to complete this typing exam. On the third day, while typing, Amy told me that the classmates had finished their typing because they had plugged in a USB and pasted the work. I didn't care much because I'm just trying to finish my work.

On the final day, Amy told me again that she feels it isn't fair because they get scores easily by cheating. After that class, I went down to the guardhouse to take my lunch. When I came back to the computer class, I saw Amy trying to talk with the teacher, with only 3 more people there. I was so hungry and felt a bit annoyed that Amy couldn’t bring her to tell the teacher.
I told the teacher that most of the students were cheating.
The teacher replied Can you list down the names for me?
Amy proceeded to write down all the names.

Then hell broke loose on the next day, and most of the classmates looked at me and shouted that a friend won't backstab us like this. They also threatened to fight with me after school for almost a month. Amy’s “ best friend” is the one who told everyone that I told the teacher and backstabbed them. Amy’s “ best friend” is arguing and giving a lot of emotions towards me, then she went to the bathroom and cried. While her best friend cried, Amy told me, “I don't regret anything at all”.

As a result, I was forced to sit by myself and suppress all my emotions, and couldn’t talk with anyone about it. For about a month, the guys would always say Ohhh!!! Why did you stab my back? They acted out backstabbing like they were holding a knife and killing each other.
In contrast, I was talkative around the classroom, always helping everyone out with all my heart. I’m always genuine to everyone, and I tend to talk everything out in my head. For almost 3 years, I was always hanging out with Amy, her best friend, and two other girls.

Congratulations you just encountered a period of your life that was bullshit anyway along with the first two years of college. When you become an adult and realize life is too positive to deal with this bullshit, you'll look back and say, why did I freak out about this dumb bullshit in high school, I'm rich now, so what?

I always move on with any situation because I have always done my best according to my capabilities.
It just affects me so much that now I can't talk normally, and I always end up thinking while in a conversation. It's good to think twice before I talk; sometimes I overthink too much, so the conversation becomes too awkward. I'm trying my best to learn to talk normally so others wont feel awkward talking with me.

>>33280728
OP, it is bullshit. Your friends were surface level of the iceberg. Your family is deeper than them. You have family, okay? This will all seem like dumb bullshit that wasn't worth it anyway. I bet when you were with these "friends" of yours they barely treated you like an equal and you were slaving to them. You got college ahead of you too.

The main thing is OP, they were just acquiantences.

Go back in time before you met them and go right to the positive feeling you had and cut and paste that to now.

>>33280557 (OP)
sometimes friends get each other in trouble
apologise so you can go back to being friends
"I don't like cheating, but I didn't think about how my actions would effect you, and I'm sorry for getting you in trouble"

Zach is special ed btw

>>33280811
I did told the teacher, but I was trying to help Amy do her things. I don't think I am to be blame on. It was Amy's ideas and intentions. So I get blame because i was helping Amy. I just find it difficult to understand that human do things and pretends to be innocent.

>>33280857
morality is relative

>it wasn't my idea
sounds a lot worse than
>I didn't think about the consequences of my actions

>>33280857
Take your focus off of Amy and all those other people, okay. You made a small mistake. People who lack the ability to overlook you making a small mistake like this, are like the people who neglect their dog and yelling at it for pooping and peeing on the carpet instead of taking the effort to walk the dog. You are like the dog. You did not know what to do, and you were only doing what was best. Everyone else is unaccepting of that. So, what you do is next time you are in class and you don't take notice of them but instead the work and lesson you got.

>>33280951
That's a new analogy I have heard. Thanks, Zach. I did end up not speaking unless spoken to until grade 11. I have not held grudges against anyone; it's just that I've been thinking about it because I find it hard to learn to talk normally. I'm trying my best and always being cautious with others' feelings when talking with them.

>>33281206
Yes, and now get off this nightclub/bar/stripclub known as 4chan. You're a teenager who should focus on what is ahead of him not this site. Maybe there is someone in your school better than Amy.

>>33280943
Yep, it's my fault because I mind Amy's business, and end up hurting people's feelings. I should have acted dumb and not helped Amy speak that word she wanted to say.
I'm the type of person who stands up for others whenever I can. I believe no one deserves to be treated badly, even if they can't stand up for themselves.
The person I am, I can't stand seeing Amy struggling to say her words.