Please don't judge me, no bullshit, this is my situation

>Be me, late 20s
>Been masturbating 3 times a day since I was 17
>oddly enough, never masturbated before then because repressed
>fapping 3+times a day calms me down and lets me feel normal
>But when I fap that much, I can't really have sex because death grip
>Takes about a 3 week transition period of no fap/lowfap before my erections are firm enough
>by that point I'm completely ravenous, like all I can think about all day is sex, I HATE THIS
>Work productivity is shit when I'm like this
>Also prefer to wait to have sex when dating, because when I fuck women they go crazy and fall in love with me and I get post nut clarity
>also shit thing that happens is the more sex I have, the more I want, so I'm constantly tempted to cheat
>The ONLY time I don't want to cheat is when I'm with a woman who is really really attractive, like almost looks like a porn star
>but these women are rarely, if ever, gf material
>women also have this like sense of what I'm like deep down and a lot of my friends GFs make moves on me and even my last girlfriend her sister was constantly trying to sleep with me

Does anyone understand or relate to this problem? I feel like I was built to be a sex machine but I don't want to be like that. I want to have a wife and the family and the kids and that sort of thing but I feel like this terminal coomer. I hate how I am when I'm not constantly masturbating to take the edge off.

>>33285217 (OP)
you've had one girlfriend? you're not hypersexual.

>>33285286
I've had 5 girlfriends and about as much partners but that doesn't show how much I think about sex. And I would have had a lot more if I wasn't ashmed of my sex drive. I also have a history of molestation by women that is probably the core reason behind all this...

>>33285306
>I've had 5 girlfriends and about as much partners
>late 20s

is that what the hypersexual standard is with zoomers? 10 encounters as nearly 30 year old? People used to have that much in a week or two.

You're fine bro. Unless you wanted to make "hypersexual" your identity.

>>33287259
>missed the point but doesn’t miss the opportunity to be snarky
How tight is your vaginal cavity?

>>33285217 (OP)
>a lot of my friends GFs make moves on me and even my last girlfriend her sister was constantly trying to sleep with me
Nice larp faggot.

>>33287259
Pipe it boomer manwhore. We're bringing back waiting until marriage since youse ruined it in the 60s

>>33285217 (OP)
drop to 10% bodyfat. That killed my sex drive