should i run away and leave everything behind and if so how should i go about that?
every couple of weeks or so i become really irritable and wish i could just drop everyone and go far away never to be seen again
i fantasize regularly about this
i know i'm a bad person for thinking these things but frankly i don't really care
i imagine myself like bart in france
or reese in the middle east etc etc.
i've seen videos of people who get paid to take care of old cooks farms over in europe and in return they get a roof and food
i'm thinking italy maybe or canada or whatever the hell
i got a passport and a couple hundred bucks
so how would i do it? just a random flight to wherever and drop everything and start asking around for work, cash only spots that sorta thing? stay under the table and shiiiet?
this sort of thing is nearly impossible to achieve this day and age i feel; our forefathers had it so easy having like 10 families within hell probably no more than a 100 mile radius! lack of cameras and all
anywho i know to avoid dubai or whatever lest i be enslaved to build the next oil nepo babies' personal dick self image compensator and not even a fun kind of slave like a sex slave or something like that which wouldn't be too bad i feel
ooo! just got an idea. what if i find and old euro hag and she like takes care of me until her death when she gives me her inheritance for making her last few years a WILD ride
anyways i'm open to ideas and or suggestions. also share if you've had similar plans, would be fun to discuss i feel, ta-ta!

>couple hundred bucks

That's not enough. I'm assuming you can't speak any foreign language. I'm assuming you're not willing to get a job so you can afford to live anywhere you go. You'll just be broke and lonely and homeless.

Keep daydreaming kid.

>>33285747
i'd get a job for sure
wouldn't wanna sit around all day around like now for sure
hell i'd have a job right now if it wasn't for my bad luck
i'll probably have a better shot in a country where i have no papers ironically since a bunch of my wetback pals get hired on account of their employers being able to slave them since they are undocumented immigrants and all
and yeah i probably should save some more but i could just tell my stupid family i'm finally really going to college this time and swipe the free cash (i hate school, and honestly i'm pretty blackpilled on the viability of post secondary education since all i see is fear mongering fags saying how their degrees are good for doodly squat, but maybe they are just gatekeeping "the method" or something who knows; anyways this whole tangent is besides the point, sorry i happen to go on like that but whateva)
as for languages i speak english and spanish which is pretty close to italian i think, and i'm a smartish guy so i could fill in the gaps by buying one of those stupid translating dictionaries or whatever, or at least i believe so, maybe i am as screwed as you say.

>>33285676 (OP)
The trouble with running away is that when you get where you're going you're still you.

>>33286167
no... i can get a new start like all my macho guys... max payne 3... (>bro the whole point of that game was that...) shh... not now please

>>33285676 (OP)
They have bears in Alaska and in the wilder parts of Canada.

>>33287673
i'm not afraid

>>33285676 (OP)
Do it, man, just do it. I live in a third world shithole and cannot legally leave or turn my life around. I'll flee the country anyway, even though i may die doing so, but i wish i could just go legally. Be tough, fit your life into a backpack and just go. I recommend Brazil, that is where i will be going.