Hi Anons,

First time visiting this site, but heard plenty about you guys. I am coming to you since i have nowhere else to turn...

About me: 28yo male, fat 107kg/176cm, eastern european, university graduate(electriccal engineering), mom passed away, father is a dead beat, no best friends just few aquitainces with whom i get into contact maybe once a year, working as a traveling electrical engineer(not rich, but living comfortably material-wise so would call myself middle class), living alone

My life is at this moment pretty much just work, nothing else. No real passions, no hobbies, no real friends, just work. As mentioned above, my job is a traveling electrical engineer so i do not spend much time at home and, when iam on a job, i am always traveling alone. And not gonna lie, there were quite few times when i was thinking "is this what life is supposed to be? is this it? Is it even worth it being here?". The only thing that i entertain myself with are from time to time videogames and daily endless hours of youtube.

So, pretty much what i would like to ask you...how do you find your motivation?

>>33290838 (OP)
It’s hard to summon motivation. I’ve dealt with similar things. Anyway this is basically your last chance to salvage some of your youth. You’re going to turn 30 very soon, you don’t want to do it as a fat friendless loser. It takes years to turn that around meaning you’d be at least 32 in all likelihood by the time you’re even normal starting from then.

Anyway, your number one priority should be to get back in shape. And number two to get out of the house and join things. Over time working on these day by day will accrue into massive change and you will be a lot happier. It is essentially your last chance if you want to lead a different life. You can reinvent yourself at 30 but by the time you’re done, you’ll probably be in a different age cohort.

And you need to get off the video games cold turkey, immediately. Don’t let anybody tell you different. Good luck and remember, you don’t have an infinite amount of time on this planet to waste.

Have tried hobbies other than consuming media slop all day?
I know it's hard to get into when you for example try a instrument or decide to pick up drawing but once you actually start to see some mild growth the tedious process can be quite fun. Not to mention the end results you gain.
Now thinking about it I've heard that going to the gym can make you easy acquaintances with the local gym bros, but these are only tales I've heard.

Also since your new it's my god given duty as anonymous to call you a nigger and a faggot. Please go back and do not stay here.
Trust me

>>33290838 (OP)
You’re probably going to dismiss me but I’d recommend Jesus Christ, finding a deliverance ministry and doing deliverance. You come from a broken home and thats a spiritual doorway to the demonic, among tons of other stuff you’ve done in your life unknowingly. You sound like you’re oppressed by a spirit of failure or a spirit of heaviness.

>>33290987
I would like to provide an alternative for the inveitable edgy atheist who shits up this thread:
even if you are not religious, Jesus Christ had many good teachings that could serve as a guide in your life

also i get my motivation from hopecore threads like
>>>/wsg/5900430

>>33290987
Guess we have a new resident autist.