24m dropped out of high school in 10th grade. Basically raised on the internet, single mom, terminally online my whole childhood lonely with no friends. I had this weird complex in school where I just hated being there and constantly caused trouble and never did any of my schoolwork or tried to learn. Looking back I have no idea what caused that or how I was that retarded. I wasn't even particularly delinquent or violent. Eventually they got sick of my shit and kicked me out. Did some ghetto catchup school and the same thing happened, then a few years later tried to get my GED same thing sitting in class. My brain just runs in circles all the time and its so difficult to focus on anything. This retarded behavior has followed me my whole life. Trying to set goals for myself, same thing. My brain is consistently my own worst enemy. Trying to focus on anything for a long period of time it just becomes this swarm of chaos and with pure agony I can at times force myself to pay attention.

>>33291559 (OP)
Talk to a priest and look up deliverance ministry. You need prayers and to get God’s grace back into your life. You’ve given legal ground to the enemy and there are spirits of delay and distraction working in your life.

>>33291559 (OP)
I can relate. I have an odd complex that I've internalized somehow in my early 20s where I've ended up with no friends and no life really. I am 24m as well.

>>33291559 (OP)
I won't read autobiographies on an advice board. Just state what your problem is next time, along with what you have tried and the results.