One way or another I’ve found myself having a mental block surrounding cumming
Last year I went on a long streak of edging, sometimes fully erotic sometimes mindlessly masturbating while semi erect, but never cumming
Eventually I started cumming again but start and stop on and off
Right now it’s been like a month or more since I’ve came but I’ve still touched myself daily
When I get close it just feels wrong and that I shouldnt idk why like a mix of wanting it to keep going and not wanting to clean up
It’s not even like I’m edging to get a better orgasm but just that I don’t want to cum


Feel retarded

>>33293456 (OP)
King gooner.

>>33293598
Thanks man

For fuck’s sake.

>>33293456 (OP)
This is what I do. Have been for years. I'm married, with kids. The ability to be hard at a moment's notice does two things:
>Wife thinks I'm super virile and feels like she needs to keep up
>Wife attributes it to her own allure
Not that either of these things is untrue, but it helps maintain the standard of relationship.
Last night I fucked my wife and came balls deep down her throat. I just wanted to tell someone but also, it's the effect of being constant edger.

>>33293917
Ok I don’t care about sex tho

yea

Enjoy your retarded blueballs I guess

>>33297644
i dont

Basically when I’m about to cum I feel a bunch of pressure as if it’s a big decision I’m making and that I really shouldn’t do it
Odd sensation really

The problem I have with masturbation is self control, I don't really like to masturbate because then I keep wanting to do it also being able to control your cumming is good and plus porn isn't good either it's honestly worse.

>>33293456 (OP)
>>33293598
>>33294673

based thread