Im scared of being alone. My mom just got diagnosed with cancer, my dad died a few years ago, and my older sister's immunocompromised (she received a donated kidney like 8 years ago). I am single, despite my desire to have a wife and kids so this is my family.

I am supportive of my family snd it's not all doom and gloom but at night all i can think about is how il be really alone one day without anyone because they will likely die before me. I tell myself that it's better i outlive them then i died before them because it would be more tragic for them. But I don't want to be alone im scared of it.

My mom depends on me a lot, but it feels good to be useful to her, I don't want to just do this for myself

>>33293492 (OP)
What advice do you want?

>>33293617
I guess i forgot to ask. What do to stop this feeling? Do i embrace it or is this just weakness i feel? Am i just pitying myself and need to nut up?

>>33293492 (OP)
Yep. Sucks.

>>33293492 (OP)
>>33293492 (OP)
build a community around you
My older aunts and uncles who never had a family have plenty of friends, stay close to the rest of the family and stuff
I like being alone in my apartment most of the day but then again both my parents are alive, I don't know how their demise would affect the routine I currently have, I visit them very often, sometimes daily at least for an hour.

>>33293492 (OP)
Cancer is frequently not a death sentence these days. You don't say what kind of cancer or what stage but, other things being equal, there's a good chance she'll make it. My wife's mother has just come through stage three breast cancer okay; it was rough, but she's been clear for a couple of years.

>>33293492 (OP)
Start creating a network. It is a longterm project.

Through vatious ways, meet lots and lots of people. Some few of them will become friendly acquaintances. Some few of those will become friends, and some few of those will become lifelong friends.

>>33293492 (OP)
Well, based off reading your scenario, you will eventually be alone. You should focus on making money so that way you can survive being alone. If you have the money you can buy a pet that would love to hear you speak and chill with you while you do whatever. Looks like your situation is garbage, but honestly, you need something to believe in, so just believe in yourself, since that's your situation.

>>33293678
Socialize, no matter how. Take up a class, take up a fighting sport (I recommend BJJ - usually more camaraderie and respect there) , call up old school friends, college friends, other family members.
Be open to them, be there for them, build yourself a network or support system or community.
Join a church if you're a believer.
Get a dog - instant socialization magnet with other dog owners.
Whatever it is there is 1 rule to it
>it needs to be in real life
Online shit is meaningless.

>>33294195
It's breast cancer. Don't know severity yet but hoping that it's treatable. not a good feeling either way

>>33293492 (OP)
Breast cancer is curable. No need for barbaric treatments or mutilations. It's possible to promote the body to heal itself with the help of simple molecules such as chlorine dioxide.
>Breast cancer on page 206
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>Documentaries
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https://andreaskalcker.com/en/cds-protocols/
https://mmsinfo.org/
>Bleach?
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>Herxheimer Reaction
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