how did I became so full of hatred

internet addiction

>>33294645 (OP)
You simply stopped listening to yourself.

I mean, it's difficult to unpack all of that. But I can't imagine coming here did you any favours.

>>33294645 (OP)
You got bullied, ostracized, neglected, cyber bullied, the environment you live in society. You're also very bitter, jaded, vindictive

>>33294645 (OP)
4chan. What else?

>>33294645 (OP)
No sex?

>>33294645 (OP)
This >>33294647 and >>33295159 >>33295202 these. The internet, specially regarding any sort of social media, is full of terrible stuff, just the worst aspects of mankind, and this site certainly doesn't help in that aspect either.

I'd say, try to relax, first. Try not to jump into conclusions about others too soon, try seeing their point of view, and, if you can, try to be reasonable and find a middle ground. It's important to have self control, instead of lashing out into pointless arguments, both IRL and on the internet.

>>33294645 (OP)
Idk
Have you been feeling down and disconnected lately? Had trouble finding joy in the things you used to? Have a feeling that your social life is unfulfilling ?

>>33295171
this is true I am an ostrich
>>33295526
yes but honestly I blame my wife

>>33295572
>I blame my wife
What has she done?

>>33295578
she tries to reshape my personality into the image of her father

>>33295659
How?

>>33294645 (OP)
Because our country is being stolen from us by third worlders that libs poured in