I got a fleshlight for the first time and filled it with olive oil. It honestly feels like a 10/10 bj. I feel like a complete loser after finishing, but I hate dealing with women. I have practically no romantic interest in them. I am otherwise a normal guy (degree, decent job, I workout, etc.). Only way I can rationalize dating again is if the girl is really hot, adding social status when we go out in public. Will I regret thinking like this?

>>33295980 (OP)
yes, you will regret it. But it's not wrong to do both at the same time. Deal with women and fuck ur fleshlight.

>>33295980 (OP)
>Will I regret thinking like this?
Absolutely. But you won't feel any regret until life gets really hard. By that I mean, one day your parent(s) will be dead and you will be past your prime. Any friends you may have online or offline will fall away one by one, getting married and having kids and getting busy with life. You will be alone. If you thought you knew loneliness, you haven't known it yet. When you watch your network of familiar humans die off in your family and your friends grow away from you, then you'll know it. And all do the years and decades of self-imposed social isolation will come knocking, and it will be a very excruciating day for you.

>>33296010
My dad died a couple of years ago, and my family turned into demons after that, blaming me for all of the financial issues and trying to squeeze 23 year old me out of all my earnings because I am the only one who was working. Mom didn’t dare ask my 30 year old sister, who refused to work and was living with us, but both of them thought they could shame me into paying all the bills while they go shopping and watch tv. Emotionally, I am already as destroyed as you can be, so I dont see it getting worse

>>33296035
It gets worse. Regardless of the dysfunction of family. Doesn't matter if you're already destroyed by them. When they die, it's not a moment of relief. It's a permanent roadblock. All that pain and unfinished business is then left with you alone. It remains unfinished forever, no going back.

You did yourself a favour typing your experience though. Now you know where you got your angst against women from. From dealing with your mom and sister who routinely fucked you up.

Your mom and sister are 2 women out of 4,000,000,000. If you allow them to define your expectations on 3,999,999,998 women you've not even met then you'd be foolish. Foolish because you'd be cheating yourself out of a life, and out of rebuilding what's been destroyed.

>>33296050
Anon, it’s not just two women. I actually grew up with 5 sisters, 3 of them older than me. I’m not going to blog post here, but I of course when through a lot of shit with them. I grew up in a highly conservative religious community, the type that 4chan retards fantasize about as it is full of virgin women who wait until marriage. Anyway, I’ve seen even kind, conservative, upper middle class women eventually grow tired of their husbands and then leave — taking the kids with them and doing everything they can to squeeze their husbands of every penny. My cousin got absolutely rekt by his wife, and he’s the most humble chill guy you’d ever know. His wife left him after 4 kids and tried to take custody over all of them because she got sick of him. He was suicidal after. It’s really a nightmare.

>>33295980 (OP)
Pretty sure olive oil will destroy it. Try a water based lube.

>>33296079
Tried both. They break naturally over time but the suction was much greater with olive oil. It felt much tighter and also glided way better with oil than lube

>>33296072
I believe you. I believe you know and saw that shit happen. But what you haven't clocked is the peripheral reasons why you saw that pattern. Familiarity breeds familiarity.

Look: Let's pretend I'm an incel, can't talk to women, can't fuck them. Also scared of other guys because dad was a scary man. One day I feel lonely. I try to find friends. I find like-minded people, unconsciously I just gravitate to them or they gravitate to me, because I identify with how they talk and how they think. To no surprise I ask about their life and whaddya know, they're kinda like me, they also struggle with girls and talking to them and being one of the guys and having a good connection to their dad.

Birds of a feather flock together and all that. So I ask them about experiences of women or struggling to be a strong or capable man and wow they also repeat back the same or similar stories.

Then my preconceived notions of life gets cemented, I start to call it 'fact'.

Same is true for your situation. Not saying you are an incel archetype. But you are a man who was born among some toxic women. And you can bet your ass the guys you know as friends are bleeding the same blood as you. They repeat back similar stories. And you cement it as fact.

Yes it's a fact it happened to people you know, but you need to try to understand that your perception isn't encompassing all reality. Reality is fucking massive, bigger than everyone's perception, even my own.

In the foggy unknowns outside of your perception, there exists scenarios you wouldn't even predict. Such as one where you find a woman who doesn't fuck you over. They exist. In fact they exist in plentiful abundance. But if you already swear they don't exist, you never see them.

>>33295980 (OP)
>Will I regret thinking like this?
Yes. Don't be a nigger.

>>33296072
Don't listen to idiots like that one guy who tell you that you've been unlucky and you only met bad women, or that your sample is too small. They will keep telling you this without knowing anything about you, no matter what. As if in 20+ years of life you couldn't have seen enough women to make an inductive inference. You've seen the truth, AWALT. The other 3,999,999,998 women you haven't met? All the same. Why would they be different? It's like if I tried to convince you that you can't believe that golden egg-laying geese don't exist until you have seen every single goose in the world.

>>33295980 (OP)
You might have no interest in women because of your masturbation habits? Why try to date woman when you have a 10/10 sexual experience with your flashlight at all times?

You'll regret it imo.. I mean, have you had sex? It's indescribable compared to jerking off. 100/10

>>33295980 (OP)
>filled it with olive oil.
Based and ancient greece pilled

>>33295980 (OP)
What did you buy?
I paid 30$ for mine amd my dick went trough it. I was really pissed off.

>>33295980 (OP)
You might regret using olive oil. It's not exactly save for sexual use.

I don't think you need romantic companionship to live a happy life. But you DO need companions. You need something in life beyond fleeting personal pleasures. Get involved in your community, make sure to have strong friendship etcetera.

>>33296001
>do both at the same time
That.. boggles the imagination..

>>33295980 (OP)
You'll regret using olive oil in it like an idiot. That will eat it away. Use water-based lube, retard.

>>33296090
I'm assuming you used some shit brand lube then. Use astroglide. It feels better than oil and your fleshlight will last longer. While they break with wear, oil accelerates the breakdown exponentially. Also, you won't get an infection with astroglide.