I'm a 33 year old autistic femcel and I hate lesbians so much it's ruining my life. No I will not go to therapy. Yes I do take meds.

Okay? Don't be around lesbians.

>>33297313 (OP)
Why do you hate them?

>>33297357
I'm not. Well, for the most part. But I can't avoid them entirely, so they still make me miserable.
>>33297393
They basically controlled the district where I went to school and seemed to do everything in their power to make it as miserable for me as they could. Then they spread their shit everywhere else, too, and made it all about them and their battles. They think they're entitled to other women. They insist on living in a world where everything is perfect for them all the time and when you can't give them that world they make you feel like absolute shit about themselves. I could go on.

>>33297313 (OP)
>femcel
Are you just bitter because the lesbians don't want you?

>>33297477
How the hell you can't avoid them? they are in your work place or something like that?

Can I take you on a date?

>>33297558
They exist. And I lose my shit at any reminder of that. I'm talking thrashing and violent panic attacks type shit. It's honestly debilitating.

>>33297643
Did you have any sort of trauma or a really bad experience with any of them in the past?

>>33297643
That's how I feel about blacks, but you don't see my refusing to function as a result

>>33297655
Aside from my entire life? Not really. Of course, there was still the fact that they raised me to believe I'm a worthless human being for not single handedly solving everything wrong with the world. And the fact that over the course of my schooling I watched helplessly as they forcibly brainwashed my peers into mindless soldiers of the agenda. And the fact that they still insist on invading everything I love and twisting it into a sick misandristic mockery of itself. But apparently I'm not allowed to have trauma from any of it because rightoids don't like them and that's worse.

>>33297805
I think that this loathing not only should confine only lesbians but also all of those woke faggots social warriors, all those who anchor their distorted virtues upon you, against your will.
I don't really know what to say to make you deal with their existence better rather than stating that this stripe of people tends to decrease in population on the future, the Gen Z is getting more and more conservative over the years (despite what the boomers of this site say.) Like, this is just a one of many evil things that exist in the world that you have zero control over .. And it's not even the worst.
Do you have anyone in your surroundings that helps you to deal with your panic attacks and other shit like that?

>>33297853
It's the worst to me and my threat detection system. The fact that some morbidly obese, bowling ball headed terminally online wants me tonsil deep in xer rotting tuna can lesbussy in between witchcraft rituals to steal the souls of men is to me a million times worse than all the atrocities in Israel.

>>33297893
What? sorry, i don't understand what.. do you mean by that, I'm autistic too.

>33
i smell bullshit story.
but if you truly are indeed 33 years old, this year you are going to change, drastically. this is factum (if you havent already) maybe even by reading this my post.
anyway i will be blunt with you
it depends on you, if it is for the good or for the bad.

>for the good
>meds
this sounds pretty bad 2me honestly and i would advise you to improve your overall health (healing), mind and body to the point so that you do not need meds. (actual vitamins, dietary good quality brand minerals are fine) while gradually or completely getting off of the meds. how can a healthy mind be in an unhealthy body? healthy body = healthy mind
>they raised me to believe I'm a worthless
well, just as a wind can change direction at a moment, so can beliefs and beliefsystems and you yourself change. stop thinking what others say or tell you how you are.
only you know how you are. that is ego (I).
>femcel
if you ve done the above, this too will change. but as said, this depends on you. males are going to notice and see, that you not only have improved your health/body (forexample you joined a gym in a different town to evade the ebil lesbians kek), but also your mindset (by clearing your mind and not caring what others tell you).
this generates interest for you. (they see a single lady improving their life on their own, which is rather rare. a strong, respectable character trait)
they might scoff at your age or your looks, but you are going to power thru until you attract that one guy
if you are wise, you are going to find a guy and he will help you even more thru the power of love. (do excercises together and use the opportunity to bond)
one other huge step in healing for you will be kids. if you always watched carefully over your health, this is ez4you

all these goals are feasible in the course of one year.

>for the bad
sit and do nothing, resenting &ranting how others see you and how you think you are xyz & other unreasonable things
good luck

>>33297939
remember, where there is a will, there is a way.
and the way is the goal.
you just have to want it and then literally go the way.

>>33297313 (OP)
Chickn, is that you?

>>33297908
I can't stop myself from going into full on panic mode every time something reminds me that lesbians exist. Nothing makes me angrier than their existence.
>>33297939
It won't be him. What's the point?

>>33297943
You give the impression of being one of those chill gym bros who likes to help beginners

>>33297966
Are you like, okay right now? talking about this don't drive you mad or something like that right?
I find kind of compressible your anger, given what you endured from this people..

>>33297966
>It won't be him. What's the point?
what do you mean by that? i dont comprehend. who is him? the point in what?
>>33297970
thank you. i take this as a compliment. really? im a chill, deep esoteric occultard that was underweight just 3 years ago
i myself am improving my health and mind right now and can notice sweet and enjoyable, dare i say spicy things

>>33297990
If you find yourself in some panic attack, try to grasp some comfort sensorial stimulus to distract you, whether it be a song, a video, a game, the act of drawing.. anything to make thy calm again.. What personally works for me is putting loud music and starting to daydream, jumping around like the retarded autistic that I am.. BTW, may i ask, why do you not want to go to a therapy or a psychologist?

>>33298000
"He" is... well, honestly, I highly doubt any of you would understand if I tried to explain. Let's just leave it at, I don't even have it in me to love anyone else. I'm smart enough to realize a relationship won't solve my bigger problems. Yeah I'm alone but being with anyone else but him would be even worse. I think you misread my post as asking how to not be a femcel.

>>33298038
An unrequited love from the past? I know how it is.
To be honest, his advice is still valuable to you, becoming healthy in body solve many little things in your mind and environment.