Like the title says. I only ever get attention from males. I'm a male too, but I'm 5'3", 115lbs, long hair, soft jawline, can't grow facial hair, etc etc the list fucking goes on. Tbh women never paid attention to me and I didn't care much about that anyway. I was depressed and a recluse during the pandemic lockdown but I've been hitting the gym since the lock downs lifted and I gained weight and stuff. The guys over there, idk probably gays actually pay lots of attention to me. I'm talking about borderline sexual attention to me and I fucking crave it like a junkie craving crack. I e-flirt with them and even send them nudes and I'm not even gay. But I love it so much because I feel desired for once. They send me gay porn too and it didn't do anything to me so at least I know I'm straight. The things is this whole situation got me femboymaxxing myself. I literally look like a fag and I can feel people's eyes on me in public. I dislike that anons. I don't want people to think I'm gay or nothing. What do I do with myself?

>>33301876 (OP)
bro
this is not how you optimize for female attention

>>33302087
I think OP wants to be the female at this point

>>33301876 (OP)
Congrats on writing one of the most uncomfortable posts I've ever read

>>33302087
I didn't get any female attention to begin with

>>33301876 (OP)
real emo like capn jazz???

>>33301876 (OP)
Hey OP I think you might be gay. Maybe just live with that

>>33301876 (OP)
kys faggot

>>33301876 (OP)
what is it with these smut posts?

>>33301876 (OP)
OP you are literally me.

I've never been desired by women, but I get tons of attention from men. A boy from Belgium started talking to me and at first we were just trading nudes but then he just started sending me, "hey you feeling ok?" because I actually wasn't feeling too good, but I realized nobody has ever asked me how i felt.

I've always just been trying my fucking hardest to get people to like me, but with him, it was natural. I'm still speaking with him and i just sort of accepted that Im bi.

fuck.

I don't know if it's a porn thing because i've been here for so long i've seen a wall of femme cock that got me interested in dudes, but holy fuck i've never been given this kind of attention. it's validating for sure.

What happens if people think your gay? or atleast bi?

>>33307609
It depends on the location. I think in this day and age no one cares (not even homophobes) as long as you hold yourself with a general sense of dignity and respect.

I'm pretty similar too. Women despised me my whole life, accidentally fell in love with a man, very freeing experience.

>>33301876 (OP)
Well it’s pretty simple. It’s an unhealthy addiction to attention, so stop seeking attention from people you aren’t attracted to. Cut the crap basically. Then hit up a bunch of women in dating apps or whatever. You’ll be old soon and you have to start getting experience with women, this shit with men will get old soon, so turn the tides before you waste more time.