What over the counter pills could I buy that I can kill myself with? I have a budget of $48.

I live in the United States and plan to get them off DashMart late in the night so that my parents don't find out. I'm 19 - not underage in case you're thinking that.

Any help is appreciated. Thank you.

do we all seem uncommonly depressed lately or is it just cause im depressed now too and it's always like this?