Anonymous
7/2/2025, 12:19:56 PM No.33305039
>late to uni
>21 year old chink living in merica
>Grew up pretty sheltered, did pretty good, was autistic and got to go to pretty bougie private rich brat highschools
>Went to a pretty well known LAC
>Life broke apart after my first sem at uni when dad told me he had lost all the money to a margin call
>left uni, had a fall out with family
>dad wanted me to transfer to some ivy-league/ivy-adjacent school despite us being broke
>tfw couldn’t even afford next semester
>tfw had to accept my elite pipeline life was over
>moved to bumfuck west Texas where cousin lived
>worked for a year, saved up, got a car
>ego death
>enrolled at local community college
>took a whole year to stop being bitter about it
>grinded prereqs like a man possessed
>aced them all, perfect GPA (it is a community college afterall)
>finally feel like I’m piecing myself back together
>have transfer apps ready
>not even shooting for Ivies anymore, I've grown to love this shitty oil town, planning to transfer to my local state uni
>CS major
>haven’t touched real CS in 2 years, been busy surviving, too busy building social skills getting spit on as a busser and in the warehouse
>want to prep for masters/phd eventually as well, maybe ML or Cybersecurity side
>feel like I'm too far behind
>how the hell do I lock in again bros
>how do I get my brain to go full autismo again
>am I screwed or can I still make it
>how to even ace bachelors?? I want to suck it off all the value it has in the 2 years I have left, I'm ready to grift
and yes I'm ready to head to tradeschool if this all fails
>21 year old chink living in merica
>Grew up pretty sheltered, did pretty good, was autistic and got to go to pretty bougie private rich brat highschools
>Went to a pretty well known LAC
>Life broke apart after my first sem at uni when dad told me he had lost all the money to a margin call
>left uni, had a fall out with family
>dad wanted me to transfer to some ivy-league/ivy-adjacent school despite us being broke
>tfw couldn’t even afford next semester
>tfw had to accept my elite pipeline life was over
>moved to bumfuck west Texas where cousin lived
>worked for a year, saved up, got a car
>ego death
>enrolled at local community college
>took a whole year to stop being bitter about it
>grinded prereqs like a man possessed
>aced them all, perfect GPA (it is a community college afterall)
>finally feel like I’m piecing myself back together
>have transfer apps ready
>not even shooting for Ivies anymore, I've grown to love this shitty oil town, planning to transfer to my local state uni
>CS major
>haven’t touched real CS in 2 years, been busy surviving, too busy building social skills getting spit on as a busser and in the warehouse
>want to prep for masters/phd eventually as well, maybe ML or Cybersecurity side
>feel like I'm too far behind
>how the hell do I lock in again bros
>how do I get my brain to go full autismo again
>am I screwed or can I still make it
>how to even ace bachelors?? I want to suck it off all the value it has in the 2 years I have left, I'm ready to grift
and yes I'm ready to head to tradeschool if this all fails
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