I can’t believe I blew it with this ramona flowers alt-girl with big tits. There was something there, she wasn’t just some random girl. We went to highschool together. We graduated together.
And now she’s ghosted me…
She said she was busy so I sent another text a couple weeks later. I told myself I wouldn’t send a third one and would just cut my losses and walk away instead of simping and sounding desperate. She still didn’t respond. Then the semester ended and I sent another text a month after the last one, just to reach out to her.
Still. Nothing.
I can’t fucking take this anymore. She came on to me in the first place. I’m legitimately thinking about going to her apartment and waiting for her to walk out so she can’t avoid me. Is this a bad idea? I already exposed myself as a simp with the three consecutive texts so I might as well double down, right?

let her go, Anon, she's getting railed

>>33305926 (OP)
You're being a dumbass. You don't want this chick, trust me. And you might think:
>"Aaagh fuck you I do want her why else would I be simping so hard that I'd stalk her in person?"

Think logically nigga. You simp for her because you want her because you want a hot girl who likes you and loves you and is attracted to you and wants your PP and your heart. Right? That's the reward you're chasing?

Guess what she isn't that chick. That idealised girl in your head that looks like her in your imagination? She does not exist. The proof is she ghosts you and ignores you. That's proof she isn't the girl your emotions and horny thoughts think she is. You ain't gonna get the reward, cuz it doesn't reside in her.

She isn't the only girl with big knockers and she is t the only girl with alt/bpd-coded aesthetics. Go and search elsewhere

>>33305926 (OP)
Just turn your attention to more important matters.

>>33305947
>She isn't the only girl with big knockers and she is t the only girl with alt/bpd-coded aesthetics
the chances of finding another girl like that are slim and are only going to get lower with age. And even if I do find one I’ll still be hung up on this one and think about her. It wasn’t just the aesthetics, but also the fact that she was a responsible, functional adult who I could actually see having a life with despite the alt-girl look being a major red flag usually. She was also smart and dedicated to what she did, and I admired her for it. We would talk about life and how we were in high school and our dreams for the future and just life in general. I really connected with her even if I didn’t know it then, and I didn’t think in a million years that she would like me. She was a lesbian in high school too, so clearly she saw something genuine in me too. I wish I could just see her and tell her that we had something. I don’t think I’ll get another shot with a girl like this again. I thought things were finally gonna change and I’d be out of this rut. The life I could have had with her was a huge motivation and gave me something to live for.

had a similar situation to you, OP, but with a coworker. like you she even came to me and was my type lookswise. after we stopped seeing each other day to day due to job change, she just ghosted my texting.

just a fact of life you have to accept, not everyone is willing to keep up the effort when you aren't forced to see one another. seems like you guys went to different colleges or whatever? at least if you are willing to go to her apt instead of a public place.

anyways OP, this >>33305947 anon is correct. it hurts like fuck but it's better to learn from this experience and attain more emotional fortitude. women will cry on your shoulders and then ghost you one minute to the next, and often times the closure you want is not deep or instrospective-- often it's the most bening stupid shit but it reminds you why you should always be non-chalant and willing to part ways with them at any moment's notice.