Vent here

>>33306454 (OP)
Here's an idea.

Why didn't you ask
All those people who give you rides to stores or their houses or where ever the fuck it is you always go to???

Why don't you pay for an Uber?, Taxi??, Lift?? Ask your relatives,?
You obviously have money for going shopping everyday somehow

>>33305809
>You thought that if you start from a nightmare position and pretend to improve it will gaslight me into feeling bad for you, but nope. You're a trash fire stay away from me, even if you stop to burn you will still be trash
There is no gaslighting. All there is, is a wreck of a person that you destroyed who is now trying to recover. Your actions pushed them to that point. Everything's a trash fire to you because you view the world as trash, and you made that person into trash by constantly treating them like trash no matter how much they begged you to stop when you were hurting them. Maybe you shouldn't go around covering people in garbage, setting them on fire, and then accusing them of being trash fires.

I'm not getting a job until my freeloading sister gets one

>>33306454 (OP)
I need a new job but I can't quit yet. give me strength to endure

>>33306468
(cont)
Sure, I still love you in spite of all this. Sure, I wish you were back and I wish things were different. Not everything is about you though. Despite what you may think about me, I am not delusional enough to think someone who would mentally torture someone they love for a solid month cares enough to come back. Maybe instead of being jaded about people's motives to restore their mental health, you should start by reading all the conversations we had. You'll notice a stark difference in my mannerisms before and after you started being horrible towards me. I hope you'll use that to improve yourself as well for which ever new person you meet, since I know you never cared.

I really don't want to play the tinder game. It's just a game I can't win

I can't bring myself to think how to deal with you because thinking about you is disgusting. I don't think about you at all and you keep catching me off guard, it's terrible but It's getting better

>>33306658
It sounds like you think about them a lot.

it's over.

I love you Adrijus you can hurt me more I would still love you even if you had nothing. I want you to think of me. I want to be your guardian angel again. Everyone around me hates you but I still want to spoon you and cradle you. You will always be at least an adopted son to me just as I played the role of a surrogate mother for you before you courted me.

>>33306873
No, relatively to how much she is obsessed with me I don't think about her at all.

>>33306960
Why are moids so meannnnnn uwu

>>33306917
Kill yourself you stupid namefag retard. Same thing goes for you, scum. Kill yourself immediately. You are pathetic.

>>33306991
UWU

>>33306960
Stalker situation or inflated sense of self on your part?

>>33307016
>Did you tell the truth or did you lie?
What I said

>>33307016
more like bait

>>33307058
stfu or I will bitchslap you

>>33307063
AIEEEEEEEEE

>>33307058
Bait? Are you a fish?

>>33307086
yes. so i know bait when i see it.

>>33307105
How can someone bait you? I'm confused.

>>33307146
>t.fishlet
the hook commeth

I need some help with designing a character. He's a hybrid between a bear, armadillo, and ankylosaurus (my 3 favorite animals), but I'm not sure what to do for the ears. The bear ears highlights the bear aspect of the design more and makes him slightly cuter, but the armadillo ears make him slightly cooler. I don't know which one to choose, it's tough. Also this was made with AI but I'm gonna draw the final design. Thanks in advance if anyone helps me choose.

Just started uncontrollably crying while watching amateur porn and thinking of him. What the fuck. I just want to text him and ask him to come over. But I also think I would probably break down crying during sex too. What the fuck? I’m so fucked. Has anyone else gone through this??

>>33307282
Human ears.

THE FINAL SWING IS NOT A DRILL IT'S HOW MANY PEOPLE I CAN KILL
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqnC54vbUbU

How many times must I say I won't speak—yet silence breeds no catharsis?
So here.
*hang yourself*

>>33310060
Oh my god, my heart is broken into pieces. Is this my first love? But it’s better to be broken, so that I don’t have to fantasize about others loving me all day and waste study time, and then be anxious. I use the time to analyze you to study what I want to do but can’t do it. I’m sick, sick, sick. Lovebombing is addictive and intermittently reinforced. I made me fall in love with him. Now that I have tasted the goodness of company, I can’t go back to the original loneliness and madness. I can’t calm down. I fantasize about love me, love me all day, I’ll wait for you to love me... I give up. I used to hate men but now I long for men. I hate men and women messing around together. I give up, I give up, I give up, I also have Stockholm syndrome, right? I give up, the injury is not serious enough. I beg you to hurt me so that I can concentrate on academics and marry academics. I give up. I have been deceived by you and I am getting weaker and weaker and more and more like a "girl".
1

>>33310060
>>33310078
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Vampire, you are finished.
It's so accurate. Those who want to come back must be taking advantage, and those who cry must be pitiful. When you are so bloody that you almost drained me to death, it's not your clingy problem. You know it yourself. You deliberately create chaos to make others waste their energy and then think about you. You deceive people one after another with just a few words. Now I understand it. Low cost to catch big fish, zero investment and full outsourcing, speak casually, hurt casually, have no responsibility and just play around. Anyway, I can't threaten you. Anyway, I didn't cheat money. What's wrong with cheating feelings? You are willing to take the bait. Your weakness has nothing to do with me. Things on the Internet are all based on conscience. What's the benefit of being serious? There is nothing. Why not cheat? I surrender. The most important thing is that this is your personal choice and others can't do anything about it. You have also accumulated good karma. You really messed with the wrong person. If I don't do anything else, I will become an academic tyrant to make it difficult for you to move in the academic world. It's never too late for a gentleman to take revenge.
I know you

This has all gone on for too long. I can't think of a reason to continue living, and it's high time I finally end things.

thanks for the translation

I start to feel terribly nauseous from regular food, I don’t remember how many times I threw up for no reason,hunger.

i am not sure who i am mad at but i am mad at someone.

>>33307385
i felt like this about my on and off girlfriend around 21

I vented once and descended to Hell.

For eternity

The wrong man in the wrong place with the wrong people at the wrong time makes no difference in the world at all.

All those memories lost

Like tears in the rain.

Checkmate

I can feel how atoga is making me more and more bitter.

>>33311829
Bro it's an anonymous general full of rage baiters and guys pretending to be women jerking each other off inside an echo chamber. Don't take it seriously

>>33311871
>Don't take it seriously
I'm not. Or I thought I wasn't. But I'm noticing how I'm more and more taking on the persona of the incel when posting there.

>>33311944
Posting on a women's forum made me feel like a rabid, petty bitch. I get it. Atoga is kind of killing my spirit too.
Nta

>>33311944
it's probably wise to figure out why you do that regardless of what choice you make in the future about posting or not

>>33311944
It's not a bad idea to take a break from it. Hang around some other generals, or boards even, if you need your fix.

>>33311947
>Atoga is kind of killing my spirit too.
What were you hoping for by posting there?

>>33311970
Social exposure and venting occasional insecurities. You?

>>33311971
A gf

>>33311977
Probably not the greatest idea, anon. Most of them aren't right.

>>33311971
I was hoping to have conversations with women. Feels silly to admit.

>>33311978
I know...

>>33311981
Around all of your peers, most of which are just doing the same in some way or another?

>>33311987
As it has turned out it feels very naive.

>>33312000
Don't feel bad for wanting human connection with the opposite sex. Even there. I mean, shit. We do what we must to get a crumb sometimes.

>>33312003
Thank you.

>>33312016
I hope you feel better about it soon, anon. Good luck.

Wouldn’t even let me eat my meal in peace

My Reese’s pieces

>>33312167
>Reese’s pieces
Based. I could go for some right now.