Am in love with my best friend but idk what to do next.

So I and her have been together for past 2+years and I love her very deeply. We were just friends at first but she helped me through my depression and made me a man that I can say is worth and hardworking. So all of such incidents slowly got me feelings for her which eventually was true love.

I used to do anything just to see her and keep her happy. It's August 2024 and i confessed my feelings to her and she said she already knew but she didn't had any feelings for me. I nvr proposed her as I already blush and my eyes get shiny and sparkly when I'm with her(she said it). I know everything about what are her likings and stuff and she knows everything about me too. We can feel each other's mood just by few messages.

Here when things got complicated. I used to say luv you and stuff to her as i meant it. She too started using these words like luv u, muwahh, and treated me like a child and ik I'm just a child of hers. But her luv u and all are like friendly ones she says. She nvr got any kind of feelings for me or anything. We are like a couple but she says it's just friendly ones.

She went on a break during Jan and March as she lost a childhood friend of her. She deactivated all her socials and left me alone. Ofc it hurted like hell being without her. During this time I made her ribbon rose bouquet, bought a book she wanted, got lots a gifts and a matching necklace too. We met on March 11 and she was indeed surprised by all the gifts and it went great. At last while leaving we hugged eo as usual and she kissed me on my cheeks but somehow i kissed her back. It was first ever kiss of mine and hers. But she said this kiss too was a friendly one and ntg more.

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>>33306455 (OP)
She was comfortable and friendly with it. It hurted me deep down. I would say in this friendship or whatever, it is 70-30. I've invested a lot of time, efforts and money too. Maybe spent like 10k+ dollars within year on gifts for her. For her b'day I got her a sonata 3k watch, lots of chocolates and a handmade vintage style letter. She loved it all but never acknowledged my feelings.

Like i know I can't make someone love me but things between us are very off. I'm the conversation starter, always text in seconds or make out time, goes to meet her to home and nvr went empty hand. Always had gifts for her. I didi everything I saw that says he's a gree flag. I even track her periods and treat her more gently and carefully while those time. Before and after too.

But deep down i too want someone to love me like I love. It hurts being a choice for someone who is your world. I sacrificed a lot just for her, I've changed myself completely from what I was before meeting her. Ppl see me and ask how i changed so much. Better apperance and everything. It's all because of her and I'm glad but somewhere my heat aches for pouring so much just to get almost nothing. It has been more than a year I've loved her with all of me, so much that I just find ways and would do literally anything just to see a smile on her face even if it's my death. But I'm a human and it hurts loving this deep for ntg.

TL;DR Please give me advice upon my situation and help if i should move on or keep patience. And I'm comfortable with her expressing myself so please let me know if i should talk to her about it.

well she said shes not interested/shes got no feelings for you. so you better take is at a no and leave her alone.

>>33306457
My first piece of advice is to learn how to spell.
My second piece of advice is to stop getting used, lmao.

Look man, imma be completely honest maybe the best thing is just stop talking ti her and move on

If not, youre gonna get more hurt and maybe do something very stupid, maybe she loves you(altough very unlikely) so i recommend you to just ask again and if she says no just move on
Thats legit the best advice i can give you