Anonymous
7/2/2025, 11:24:11 PM No.33307040
The inevitability of death paralyzes me.
One day I will simply cease to be, and then nothing. Nothing. No more tomorrows. No more thoughts. No more pain, or laughter, or anything. No more idle time spent worrying or planning or hoping. Nothing. I won't be anymore. None of this will have meant anything.
We all learned this as kids, but lately it's been sitting on me with the weight of the world. How do I get past it? How do I bury my head in the sand and pretend not to know? I am so completely afraid, and devastated, by the fact that I will become dust, and then less-than-dust, just like every other person and animal and thing that has ever been.
One day I will simply cease to be, and then nothing. Nothing. No more tomorrows. No more thoughts. No more pain, or laughter, or anything. No more idle time spent worrying or planning or hoping. Nothing. I won't be anymore. None of this will have meant anything.
We all learned this as kids, but lately it's been sitting on me with the weight of the world. How do I get past it? How do I bury my head in the sand and pretend not to know? I am so completely afraid, and devastated, by the fact that I will become dust, and then less-than-dust, just like every other person and animal and thing that has ever been.
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