Sometimes I cum to really fucked up borderline illegal stuff and I want to stop it, I'm not a turbo retard gooner who does this everyday, I'm a well adjusted person, I have friends and people that care and value for me but once in a blue moon I get this terrible itch for it, and I hate it, and I know if I don't put a stopgap, it will develop into something worse.

>>33307230 (OP)
Get a gf and roleplay
These desires won't go away, you just need to channel them into something good (a meaningful relationship)

Unless you're talking about some really weird shit that no reasonable girl would want to do, then... Try to ignore your desires, I suppose. Good luck.

>>33307244
That's sound reasoning, also could be a bf since I'm a faggot (I hope that's okay if not I'm sorry for mentioning it), I mean the stuff itself isn't really that weird, it's pretty simple and fucked up

>>33307230 (OP)
Too much 4chan. Too much porn.

>>33307247
Then problem solved. I don't care if you're gay or whatever btw, it's not my business lol

But yeah, this is how you turn dark desires into something good. For example, this girl I'm dating wants to explore consensual non-consent. i have rape fantasies. So through roleplay, our dark desires have a positive end since the sex brings us closer together.

>>33307261
How do I reduce the intake then
>>33307264
I don't think I can find a partner anytime soon, I could ask you how you were able to attract someone that also likes being around you but that's a whole different can of worms

>>33307271
It was just luck, our mutual friend introduced us and we had a spark

Dating apps are OK but generally a chore. However as a gay dude I imagine you'd have a much easier time of it

>>33307278
I just, I wanna know if I can be redeemed, or am I just doomed to be a degenerate, I don't want that.

>>33307327
Gods grace is unconditional. It cannot be earned, you just have to be humble enough to accept it

I'm not even Christian, but the pint still stands. You can ALWAYS decide to be better, invite goodness into your life and try to have a positive impact from this point forward, even if you fail again and again, you can start the day with this goal in mind and try your best

Have you hurt anybody? If not then you're totally fine for sure. If you're a serial rapist, then yeah, that's a bit tricky but still you can try to be good and maybe eventually succeed

>>33307367
Technically haven't hurt anybody but ye

Thanks anon, I'm not really religious either but this really touched me and made me have a sense of hope and trying to be better

>>33307444
No worries, glad I could help

Time for me to stop procrastinating. Live well anon