I use to see escorts for about 10 years. I feel disgusted with the whole thing now. I feel like a rapist or prevert. Anyway How do i get over this?

it's legal where i live, so i know it's not insane to see an escort. I support sex work my values of whats acceptable have changed and i won't see one again. How do i accept myself and the opinion of others? I feel like creep

>>33308636 (OP)
I saw one saturday, sunday, monday and yesterday
I gave it a rest today
I'm seeing one tomorrow
it's the best
the ammount of fun I'm having is not rivaled by most exes, these girls know what they're doing.

There is nothing unatural about having sex with a woman, she probably had a boyfriend the whole time.
Rich women don't tend to become prostitutes, but its far from the only option poor women have. Many, especially with kids, can't hold a full time jobs so might work three days a week as a hooker.

Did you go soliciting dirt poor hospitality workers? try to fuck your receptionist at work? no. you probably just found her in the phone book like everyone else.

You can judge yourself, but keep it in perspective. Was it a "good" thing to do? probably not. but in the broader scheme of things how bad is it? not really that bad. you're like...one of two million dudes

>>33308636 (OP)
You're over thinking it. You got laid, they got paid. Only reason i don't believe in it is because it's a waste of money imo. Can buy a month worth of booze for the price of some chick touching your cock for an hour.

you are a pervert but thats fine, just dont parade around telling people
everyone has their secrets, if you feel guilty go to confession

>>33308636 (OP)
1) You had a problem, you sought treatment. You engaged the services of the professionals. Narcissists pay therapists to listen to them talk because narcissists like the sound of their own voice and having an audience. Polite society wouldn't balk at a person who clearly needs therapy getting it. You are no different. You had a problem, you paid specialists to help you.

2) Just because a thing is "legal", doesn't mean it's *good*. Slavery was legal. Drugs were/are legal. Vaping is legal. Ask any teenager with a Vaping addiction how they like having the lungs of a 90 year old with bronchitis and emphasyema.

Other don't need to know, and it's in your very best interests to keep that shit firmly to yourself. What other people don't know won't hurt them. Don't volunteer damaging Intel about yourself to possible enemies or the spies of your enemies. Discretion is the finer point of valor.

You needed help. The help helped. You're better now. Move on with your life man, don't waste it dwelling on shit you can't change.