It's impossible to move on. It's been 2 years and he's with someone else, yet I'm still stuck with the fantasy that we will eventually work out. Every day when I get home I look at their social media and want to kill myself. He said he forgives me and looks back fondly on our good times but doesn't want to get back together. I know we are soulmates. This is unacceptable to me because we belong together. I cannot date another person, it's impossible, there's no chemistry and no one gets me like he does. He was my first and in my mind he's my only. What the fuck do I do? I can't keep going on like this. It's not fair and in fact it is cruel. He is being unnecessarily cruel to me by not giving me another chance, right?

>>33310609 (OP)
Leave him alone you dumb bitch

>>33310609 (OP)
You need something to believe in other than the world. You can’t base all your happiness on someone else. I recommend Christianity.

>>33310641
Hoho, are you one of the sidepiece girls?

>>33310609 (OP)
My ex said this about me when she left me for another guy. After 8 years she got tired of him and she’s been living off of the crumbs of attention I give her. If he’s actually seeing another girl just block him and move on. Any time spent with him will just stockpile the pain

>>33310609 (OP)
I'm actually kind of stuck with that myself right now except it's only been a month and we've never dated. You need to accept the harsh reality that if he cared about you, he would've contacted you by now. Even in a hypothetical situation that you guys do end up together again, the pain of him leaving you and being with someone else for two years will still be there and it's just not going to work. You really need to find something else to distract yourself with and maybe try to talk to various different people even if you don't want. You never know what can happen

You never know what the future will bring, OP.
If all you have to show for the years spent apart was "i missed you and didnt do anything with my life", then any opportunity in the future is going to crash and burn.
Be the healthiest peraon you can be so that if he does reconnect in the future, you dont look pathetic/unstable.