I am paranoid schizophrenic and have aspergers the thing I need advice with is that other people bother me with it I like to actually be in social settings and go out and go for walks around the city but these wannabe thugs are starting to discern that I am some kind of competition to them or informant/tattletale for the police and its just frustrating because I will have to fight these morons and then the judge/organizations keep insisting that I am the problem when its other people who are getting violent with me I have no desire to just lock myself up in my bedroom all day and sit here doing nothing I want to go out there and build up a life Im way too depressed to just estrange myself from everything its just that everything I do someone decides to antagonize me and I am incapable of preventing physical altercations because of my autism, I literally just sperg out and start beating people who wrong me and its becoming a huge detriment in my life, idk what the fuck to do honestly

>>33310950 (OP)
none of that is actually happening bro, take your meds.

>>33310959
right me getting into physical altercations which have real life consequences do infact happen if it were one of my delusions itd just remain as it is a delusion

>>33310981
the reasons you got into those fights were not real
meds

>>33310950 (OP)
are you taking your meds? where do you live that people just keep harasisng on the street?

>>33310950 (OP)
"less words, more meds"
should be your life motto

I'm sure you've gone with anger management therapy. Maybe you're forgetting some of those coping mechanisms? Maybe there's another way to direct these feelings like carrying around a stress ball or something to tear up