it was just so sudden and shocking, even though we never met irl, i'm extremely attached to them, i feel so heart broken i want to kms, like we been together for 8 months, and now i can't to them, i'm crying, i'm chronically online and have no friends irl as u might be able to tell

Them?

>>33315863 (OP)
You're so attached to this person that you can't even remember if its a male or female? Maybe fix your mental illness first.

Take it easy on the emotions and get back to a routine

>>33315910
didn't want to disclose that piece of info, but its a guy, and so i am, i'm not gay or anything but i just loved him way too much, he broke my loneliness for a bit, now i feel 1000000 times worse than before i knew him, all the warmth suddenly got replaced with emptiness and pain

>>33315931
alright, i dont usually have a routine, i tried to distract myself by playing video games

> "Im not gay or anything"

> "I loved him way too much"

Are you sure you arent gay OP? It doesnt really matter desu... you could always be Bi...

>>33315941
You aren't gay but yet you were in a committed relationship with them. Riddle me that one Batman.

>>33315941
>i'm not gay or anything
>Weve been together
>Breakup
I mean wtf are you then. Dod he tell you to fuck off?

>>33316022
>>33316108
>>33316128
doesn't matter, its killing me, i feel like my world is upside down

>>33316154
Okay well you didn't ask for advice on anything. Again this isn't the vent thread. Go there if you want to spill your gay dirty fanfic.

>>33316154
It does matter if he told you to gtfo because im a guy and used to ghost people all the time

>>33316186
>used to ghost people all the time
i used to do this, too. i wonder if its a sign of mental illness. i ghosted online friends who were nothing but sweet to me.

>>33316219
>i used to do this, too. i wonder if its a sign of mental illness
For me it mustve been some kind of depression. And thinking waaaay too long about sending some bullshit smalltalk

>>33316172
i want an advice on how to move on

>>33316563
It just takes time. Unfortunately that is life. We can't force ourselves to move on too quickly otherwise it is unhealthy. Take sometime to feel the pain and accept it. Then go out with friends and try out new hobbies. Become a better person.

>>33316577
>Then go out with friends
i got none tho

>>33316604
Find some people that share interests with you and meet up with them.

>>33316642
alright, i feel like someone i know died, online relationships are real, been crying for a while, might cry again
i will never love anyone ever again, ever

>>33316668
Alright I understand bro. You have to listen though, this is what friends are for. To dump this emotional shit on. Why? Cause they are the ones that care about you.

the pain is just too much, do you think its a good idea if i reach out to him and ask him to come back?
>>33316690
thanks, wish if i had people like those, the best person i ever knew is my bf, who broke up with me

>>33316800
I think you need therapy. Like talk therapy then maybe some CBT. It's clear you need to leave this person alone and work on yourself for a while. Before ever thinking about getting with someone.

>>33315863 (OP)
Where did you find them?

>>33316829
discord

Jonathan I broke up with you because you have aids, multiple drug addictions and serious bpd

>>33317847
nice try, but jonathan isnt my name, and i dont have aids because i'm a virgin, and i dont use drugs because i'm too broke to buy, and i dont have bpd because i have something else