My friend group is a bunch of Gundam guys I've been talking to on discord for two years, they play videogames together and I admire every one of them.
Something about me is just so wrong with me, I am treated as a lolcow when I'm not being muted.
These are the only people in the world I feel comfortable talking to so how do I get them to love me like I love them

>>33320127 (OP)
You're probably a retarded/annoying faggot so maybe stop being like that. Saying you love nerdy men who are abusing you on discord is pretty fucking weird.

>>33320127 (OP)
>These are the only people in the world I feel comfortable talking to so how do I get them to love me like I love them

>>33320168
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What is that supposed to be?

>>33320135
How do I even stop doing this, there's no handbook or anything, I keep trying to be better and it feels like its over simply because I am me

I feel so alien everywhere else, but they're the only people who actually understand me and they fucking hate me for being an annoying faggot. I want to be better for my friends so they can tolerate the sound of my voice.

>>33320204
Just watch how well-liked people act and try to emulate them. You sound young, and I'm sure your parents are retards who never guided or socialized you properly. That isn't your fault. But now you can mold yourself the way you like. Find a good role model.

>>33320268
thank you

>>33320204
First, stop hanging out with them. They're going to keep treating you like shit, which will make you feel like shit, which creates a cycle that's tough to break out of. You need to find a new crowd that doesn't have any preconceived notions of you.

What you're going through is pretty normal though. For example I saw lots of people in high school, including myself, who were "losers" or whatever back then - but when they get out of high school to college or whatever, they have a chance to start fresh and end up becoming the person they want

>>33320870
No problem man, I hope you find success and connection.

>>33320192
Like any visual form of art, over time, soijaks evolve to where they don't have to be exact pictorial representations of real-life phenomena and are instead free to explore creative visual scenarios only bound by the author's imagination.

So basically it's schizo shit