>>33320718 (OP)Y'know I thought I missed my childhood & teen hood, but realized I'm able to do more as an adult.
Kids didn't want to be my friend, and things were scaring my parents outside, so I wasn't allowed as much.
As a teen, same problem: no friends. And then my porn addiction happened.
As an adult, I'm able to talk to more people, even have a few acquaintances. I go outside when I want, and learned how to control my addiction.
Also 'missing our youth' is coping. Dry your tears, and try again tomorrow, you got this.