My life is great, but I want to die.
I have a significant other, and I don't have to work, and I've been doing so for years. I don't have hardship. Hell, I don't even have struggle, I used to, but it doesn't haunt me anymore. At this point in time, I just feel emptiness every morning. I wake up and come night. I just get so depressed. Maybe it's the state of the world? Humanity is evil humanity is fucked up... I'm fucked up too. I've been keeping this all in for so long and just don't know what to do. I don't know what's wrong with me but I know killing myself would haunt the people around me. Please, if anyone knows, tell me how to get rid of these feelings because at this rate, I'm scared I'll do something one day and hurt the people I love.

>>33323204 (OP)
>Please, if anyone knows, tell me how to get rid of these feelings because at this rate
Perhaps your feelings are merely subordinate.

>>33323204 (OP)

>I don't have to work
>I don't have hardship
>I don't even have struggle
>I just feel emptiness every morning
>I wake up and come night

You are bored out of your mind.

>Maybe it's the state of the world? Humanity is evil humanity is fucked up

What do the other monkeys on the planet have to do with you. Again your out of this world boredom is leading you to think about the other people - the world, instead of focusing on the person inside you - and your own world.
This is a part of life, good and bad people are always going to walk around the world.

Life is one giant sandbox with only one given objective/meaning - making offspring. And whatever you do before and after that is up to you to make meaning out of.