I know “looks aren’t the only things which matters” and all the other bs.

A woman who’s my looksmatch is out there getting fucked by Chads, worshipped by her army of simps, demeaning short men, and living completely free of responsibility.

Meanwhile, I rot here. Men like me have no value. We’re replaceable. No one likes us, not even our own race. What’s the point of all this? What’s the meaning of life if I can’t be the top dog? I don’t want to be a peasant in the social hierarchy. All these women of my race keep demeaning men of their own races. I know it isn’t supposed to hurt me but it does.

Even when I try to find solace in philosophy and literature, some Pinterest chick comes along and “aestheticizes” those men. Women simp over Dostoevsky like he’s their tortured dream guy, but if they came across someone like him today—short, tragic, broken—they’d laugh in his face and call him ugly. Where ever I go, all I feel like a ghost.

And seriously man, I had attractive parents. But I turned out… meh. Average. I can’t get over that.

Also, I need to vent about this 2/10 girl I was dating. She ghosted me the day after I opened up about my brother passing away. Days earlier, she was promising she’d always be there for me (yeah, I knew she was full of shit, but still—ghosting me just for sharing my feelings?). A woman can be happy, loud, emotional, and free in this society—but I’m invisible.

I know you’ll say get status or money— but would that make me loved?

Why, man? Why is it like this?

Why man? Why are you like this?
Why are you such a tiktok brain rotted faggot who believes dumb bullshit online?

Are you even a real person? Are you baiting?
How many "blackpill" threads have I seen on this faggot board now? Thousands probably

>>33323682 (OP)
Your problem is that you wish you were Chad, you wish to have sex with those women, you do not care about them or helping them, you only care to satisfy your needs.
And true, why we have almost no value as we are but cogs in a societal machine, we can very much carry the way the machine to operates, as even 1 cog can stop it entirely. We are all individual, and nobody can take away your spirit and your will, nobody can rob you of your individuality.
>Even when I try to find solace in philosophy and literature
Can relate, sometimes i read works of philosophers as a cope for this life, but it's usually the abstract ideas like individuality, freedom and liberty which keep me going, but if you accept nihilism or existentialism, don't expect being happy in life...
This girl you mention, i got nothing to say except that you ought to be happy to have experienced it, suffering is not neccessarily linked with evil, sometimes it's to build character, to show example to others that you can go on despite the misdeeds done to you.
If you're looking for some material on the suffering in life and the hope which lies again, read the Bible, The Book of Job in particular, it tells a story of a man who loses everything but never lets himself be defeated, always staying loyal to what he believes in.
From my own experience as a 21 KHHV i can tell you 1 thing, as soon as you stop lusting after the worldly, you will see the world how it truly exists, you will be immune to women who offer themselves to Chad demoralising you, the same women will hate you since they will know that they have no power over you when you refuse their advances, that they have no power over you since you are strong in spirit and do not care about their looks, offers or manipulative emotions.

>>33323717
Doesn’t help, sir.

>>33323739
Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.

>>33323740
>I'm too retarded to grasp other viewpoints so uhh its not helpful or something

>>33323682 (OP)
Stop caring too much. Apathy can lead to it's own problems and to be quite honest I do often feel suicidal on the basis of being tired of living ig - but it still beats being a whinger I suppose. Problems are only important as much as you care I think

>>33323682 (OP)
Everything about what you said has me convinced that you're your own worst enemy. Terminally online bullshit and interacting with bitter, toxic people has led you to dig a hole for yourself and comfortably feel like it's where you belong, then it took the shovel from you so you can't dig yourself back out. If you stopped escaping life into screens and stopped indulging in this trash, you would actually be able to exist in the world and grow, instead of rotting here. You're not some specifically excluded outcast, you're not "seeing the real truth" here, you're just filling your head with bitter nonsense from retards who don't have any more of a clue than you. The internet and everything you see on it isn't reality, it's algorithmically and artificially generated media engagement that feeds you whatever keeps you scrolling, which for you is things that feed your misery because the algorithm has targeted your insecurities and weaponized your self-hate against you. If you ever want to grow as a person, or even just stop feeling like such a piece of shit someday, get the fuck off the internet, and especially places like 4chan where the people just like you want you to stay where they are.

>>33323682 (OP)
"Blackpill" is a MEME promoted by basement-dwelling, perpetually-online, subhuman, psychopathic morons. It has no basis in reality, and you should give it no further thought. Now go outside.