>>33323905 (OP)Try to stop identifying with bullshit labels like "weird" or "outsider", that's typecasting yourself as a person and creating a self-fulfilling prophecy of helplessness. If you want others to accept you, learn to accept yourself first, and stop defeating yourself. The world's hard enough without you dragging yourself through the mud or setting yourself up for failure. You're not an outsider, you're interests aren't so niche that nobody can ever identify with you, you're just a person. You're speaking the language of rejection, and until you stop rejecting yourself you're not even giving anyone else the chance to choose for themselves. I ignored your question about women because that isn't the problem you have.