Went to a convention the other day. Had fun but I noticed there were lots of couples going there. Many of them were younger, some even kids. Meanwhile I’m still a grown ass man that hasn’t had his first gf. I wanna kill myself. Why is it so hard to find fucking companionship in a world with 8 billion people???

>>33324186 (OP)
If you really want to kill yourself, convert to Islam first, that'll show the normies.
Otherwise realise that this is normal, around 45% of women aged 20-45 are unmarried which is hilarious, so you ain't the only one.
Either way i really reccomend that you get through whatever you're doing, if you do it with nobody to support you, you can tell everyone about your suffering, your trials and tribulations and motivate others to go on, being single isn't so bad once you stop caring. Smile and appreciate life, Godspeed

>>33324186 (OP)
billions must date

>>33324215
>unmarried
I don’t think you understand. I have never touched or been touched by a woman my entire life. It’s different from people who had the privilege of having relationships that never work out. People talk about sex and relationships all the time at my age and I HATE it. literally everything I’ve been achieving these past years is doing something with the hope it might lead to someone I can meet. by the time I’ve become successful there might not be anyone left to meet because I wouldn’t relate or need to depend on anyone anymore

wow. you are so kind. godbless you all. have a nice life

>>33324186 (OP)
I stay in my head

>>33324261
>I have never touched or been touched by a woman my entire life.
This doesn't mean that your life is over or even missing something, most of us here haven't either and we're all feeling you, but there is hope. One way of doing it is rejecting the modern world in almost its entirety.
Consider:
Nobody is having children anymore
Everyone is addicted to social media
Everyone wants to have as much as possible
Everyone wants to boast about what they have, be it material or romantic
Everyone is entangled in jelaousy and wants to ruin others becuase they feel bad (especially modern women)
Now ask yourself - Do i hate it becuase i am not a part of it or becuase something is telling me to be against it?
>People talk about sex and relationships all the time at my age and I HATE it.
Express yourself and they'll see you as pathetic since you're trying to engage but can't, but speak against it and those same people will hate you, becuase they cannot control themselves for being animals while you can.
>by the time I’ve become successful there might not be anyone left to meet because I wouldn’t relate or need to depend on anyone anymore
And this matters how? Many great people have also experienced it, Newton, Tesla, almost every monk-scholar like Aquinas, it means nothing if your spirit is high.
I myself speak from experience, since summer last year, i've not to even spoken to young women and so far i've been approached by some, half-naked ones who try to engage with me as i'm a skateboarder, but i've never engaged becuase lust does not sway me (they get very angry as expected).
When you pick up the cross and realise the degeneracy of the modern world, you will be unbothered by evil, and whores will hate you becuase they will not have power over you. Godspeed