>>33325322Yeah, but my family is just my parents. I'm not married because I don't want to leave behind more people after me. I just can't take it anymore. This is the only way.
And the methods in the other reply don't sound painless/less painful lol. Also, those third party services are probably gonna charge a fortune for which I don't have the money. If I don't quit soon and if I can get through next 3-5 years, I plan to gather some more money for the family instead. But if I can't make it, I still need a plan. I'm unsure if those third party services exist here in my part of the world or how to find them.
I'm trying to figure out a way to get my hands on some legally available substances to overdose on it but I also don't wanna get into a vegetative state to be a burden on my family.