Hi this is my first time on 4chan and i dont rlly know how all this works. i wanted to share my experience anonymously here and wanted to ask if anyone had similar cases and wanted to hear just some general advice. So long story short i groomed my cousin for over 4 years when we were both younger (it wasnt a regular thing. Sometimes my aunt would come to visit us and it would just happen randomly). It all came crashing down to me then and i began hurting myself in several ways. I went to see a psychatrist and immideately opened up. My parents then got informed after the 3rd appointment where they then informed my aunt one day while i was not at home. Im currently being sued by her ex husband. In December 2024 i told my cousin about all the things i did over the years which He seemed to have forgotten or repressed. I felt more then awful and told him that i'd try to be a better cousin from now on and he forgave me. Yet i was never able to fully forgive myself. (For the record i didnt rape him.or anything that was like against his will. Im awful for doing the things i did but not that awful). Me and him are currently in Therapy and arent seeing eachother anymore which is probably for the better since we both need time to recover.

Ps. You can think of me what you want and i totally get that since what i did was actually awful. But please know that im trying to become better so please dont leave any unnecessary hate for this. I would like fair critic and advice. Also feel free to ask any questions i'll try to answer them to the best of my abilities. With that said have a nice day/night ^u^

>>33325478 (OP)
What did you do exactly?