Anonymous
7/7/2025, 6:16:55 AM No.33327048
Like a part of me wants to feel power and I don’t know why this happens
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I keep getting thoughts about hurting my wife and 1 year old son - /adv/ (#33327048) [Archived: 1050 hours ago]
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 6:47:16 AM No.33327147
fuck you retard
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 6:48:57 AM No.33327151
>>33327048 (OP)
yeah do it feel the rush
yeah do it feel the rush
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 6:53:23 AM No.33327166
family annihilator might be the biggest oopsie doopsie of them all
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 9:38:22 AM No.33327617
>>33327048 (OP)
Pray to God. He will help you.
Pray to God. He will help you.
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 9:47:51 AM No.33327625
Might be undiagnosed sociopathy? You might need to speak to a psychiatrist.
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 1:11:08 PM No.33327877
>>33327048 (OP)
have you considered hurting other people instead?
have you considered hurting other people instead?
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 1:49:57 PM No.33327935
>>33327048 (OP)
Get a sex change. When you are a woman, even a fake one, nothing you do is your fault and world is obligated to cater for you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJkk9YDJhYs
Seriously though, why do people get married and have kids, sounds like a total nightmare. Screaming baby, nagging wife, no free time or money, sleep deprivation. Yikes.
Get a sex change. When you are a woman, even a fake one, nothing you do is your fault and world is obligated to cater for you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJkk9YDJhYs
Seriously though, why do people get married and have kids, sounds like a total nightmare. Screaming baby, nagging wife, no free time or money, sleep deprivation. Yikes.
Anonymous
7/7/2025, 2:23:01 PM No.33327991
MKG
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7/7/2025, 2:58:46 PM No.33328069
>>33327048 (OP)
Years ago, my wife was potentially going to die at any moment from an unknown illness. I occasionally had the thought of her dying and was immediately saddened by it.
One tine, just once, my first reaction wasn't to be saddened. My first thought was "Well, if she dies at least I can start having sex again." My second thought was to be horrified by my first thought. And my third thought was to be saddened.
I followed up by trying to resolve my emotional issues regarding our lack of sex. I didn't let it go.
>I don’t know why this happens
It strongly depends on if:
A. They're quick intrusive thoughts or slower ideas.
B. How the thoughts make you feel immediately and how they make you feel after you've thought about it.
Examples include that one anon who was struggling with intrusive sexual thoughts about his very, very young niece. They would pop in his head and instantly repulse him but he couldn't stop having them. I suspect it was about her being a sweet, loving, and vulnerable female in his life for the first time and his brain glitching the association.
Another example would be a kink I don't think about because there's no point as it could only result in the unintentional death of my partner so it's best left ignored. It's just a mix of appealing ideas that would actually be horrible.
Another example would be the murder that I plotted as a form of coping, using the target as an emotional scapegoat. It was intrusive at first but it felt good to think about and even as I actively worked on my issues in order to no longer need the distraction.
Then there's rage or power fantasies more like what you mentioned. They pop in and feel good in the moment, but the reality if the consequences make them unpleasant ideas.
Years ago, my wife was potentially going to die at any moment from an unknown illness. I occasionally had the thought of her dying and was immediately saddened by it.
One tine, just once, my first reaction wasn't to be saddened. My first thought was "Well, if she dies at least I can start having sex again." My second thought was to be horrified by my first thought. And my third thought was to be saddened.
I followed up by trying to resolve my emotional issues regarding our lack of sex. I didn't let it go.
>I don’t know why this happens
It strongly depends on if:
A. They're quick intrusive thoughts or slower ideas.
B. How the thoughts make you feel immediately and how they make you feel after you've thought about it.
Examples include that one anon who was struggling with intrusive sexual thoughts about his very, very young niece. They would pop in his head and instantly repulse him but he couldn't stop having them. I suspect it was about her being a sweet, loving, and vulnerable female in his life for the first time and his brain glitching the association.
Another example would be a kink I don't think about because there's no point as it could only result in the unintentional death of my partner so it's best left ignored. It's just a mix of appealing ideas that would actually be horrible.
Another example would be the murder that I plotted as a form of coping, using the target as an emotional scapegoat. It was intrusive at first but it felt good to think about and even as I actively worked on my issues in order to no longer need the distraction.
Then there's rage or power fantasies more like what you mentioned. They pop in and feel good in the moment, but the reality if the consequences make them unpleasant ideas.
Anonymous
7/8/2025, 3:00:23 AM No.33330897
>>33327048 (OP)
How's your relationship with your mother?
How's your relationship with your mother?