i don't like fapping, even if it's something super natural and normal, every time i perform it i feel uncomfortable and guilty, because i don't like physical touch even if it's mine, and also for other reasons. how do i kill my libido? completely? so i don't feel like fapping anymore, do i need an antidepressant or something?
>ext: the good thing is that i don't watch porn anymore, whether fictional or real, i don't like porn.

>>33331145 (OP)
How old are you OP

>>33331154
19.

>>33331145 (OP)
Physical or chemical castration. Take SSRIs or something, I heard that makes your dick stop working.

>>33331145 (OP)
Man, fuck this doom thread

I fuck my wife or jerk off at least 3 times a day. My life is great and only getting better. Build your libido, it is natural motivation. To kill it...I don't know man, sound0asjrs fucked up.

>>33331145 (OP)
you will probably be discouraged if it leads to an injury or visible, negative change of your penis

>>33331145 (OP)
Ketoconazole is worth a try - it's known to lower testosterone levels - but it's not easy to get it prescribed in large amounts. (It's primarily an antifungal).