>im irrationally angry all the time and constantly saying racial slurs as a vocal stim
>calling myself mean and horrible words and telling myself to kill myself
>screaming like a banshee into my pillow when no ones home
>constantly getting into arguments with people in comments on stupid shit
>cant enjoy any video games or music without thinking im a poser or homosexual or seething about an interaction i had a week ago
how do you stop this without becoming docile and hopping on ssris? can anyone else relate?

>>33332709 (OP)
Some short-term therapy might help you find out what you are so angry at.

>>33332709 (OP)
I do all of this except screaming (c'mon, man!), but I don't considered it a problem. Probably because I've made peace with being a dysfunctional retard long ago.