Anonymous
7/8/2025, 9:41:29 PM No.33335345
It's not normal to still constantly think about someone I e-dated 6 years ago right?
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Anonymous
7/8/2025, 10:01:43 PM No.33335454
yes it's not. have you not dated other people since?
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Anonymous
7/8/2025, 10:03:50 PM No.33335464
>>33335454
Yes, at least three. One was long term and the only one I shared my body with.
Yes, at least three. One was long term and the only one I shared my body with.
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Anonymous
7/8/2025, 10:03:57 PM No.33335465
>>33335454
a few in 2020/2021 but none since. Mostly just been in hermet mode. Recently went back to college to finish my degree but I go to a commuter school and dont have a friend group
a few in 2020/2021 but none since. Mostly just been in hermet mode. Recently went back to college to finish my degree but I go to a commuter school and dont have a friend group
Anonymous
7/8/2025, 10:04:58 PM No.33335470
>>33335464
this is not me
this is not me
Anonymous
7/8/2025, 10:30:29 PM No.33335577
>>33335345 (OP)
Still think about a girl I edated 4 years ago despite cleaning myself up and having decent romantic success irl since that.
I was borderline manic during quarantine and had gotten fat as shit which is why I chose to edate in the first place. She had BPD and I was so out of it mentally that I spent months trying to fix everything and it took a toll on me unlike anything I've ever experienced before or since that relationship.
In theory I've been over that relationship for years now and glowed up enough to be with many girls who were both prettier and more stable than her but something about that relationship broke my brain and has forever altered my view on love.
God I wish I wasn't a manic retard 4 years ago.
Still think about a girl I edated 4 years ago despite cleaning myself up and having decent romantic success irl since that.
I was borderline manic during quarantine and had gotten fat as shit which is why I chose to edate in the first place. She had BPD and I was so out of it mentally that I spent months trying to fix everything and it took a toll on me unlike anything I've ever experienced before or since that relationship.
In theory I've been over that relationship for years now and glowed up enough to be with many girls who were both prettier and more stable than her but something about that relationship broke my brain and has forever altered my view on love.
God I wish I wasn't a manic retard 4 years ago.
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Anonymous
7/8/2025, 10:35:53 PM No.33335607
>>33335577
I did something similar to you, where I realized she was pulling away and being distant. I panicked and over-corrected in my clingy-ness cuz I felt like I wasnt doing enough but that only drove her away and then she cheated and ghosted me
I did something similar to you, where I realized she was pulling away and being distant. I panicked and over-corrected in my clingy-ness cuz I felt like I wasnt doing enough but that only drove her away and then she cheated and ghosted me
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Anonymous
7/8/2025, 10:43:05 PM No.33335639
>>33335607
Lol mine cheated as well. After being distant for a period she asked for a break to get herself together where we'd still be exclusive and then just went and fucked an ex who came back into her life. Wasn't even the first time I was cheated on but that shit combined with how manic I was at the time had me willing to die over what happened.
I look back at it and I seem stupid as fuck in hindsight. She'd try texting me and would regularly ask mutual friends about me for a year after that happened and to this day I still don't know how I had the mental fortitude to hold my ground and stay firm on the decision not to let her back in. Probably the only smart thing I did during that 2 year stupor I was in.
Lol mine cheated as well. After being distant for a period she asked for a break to get herself together where we'd still be exclusive and then just went and fucked an ex who came back into her life. Wasn't even the first time I was cheated on but that shit combined with how manic I was at the time had me willing to die over what happened.
I look back at it and I seem stupid as fuck in hindsight. She'd try texting me and would regularly ask mutual friends about me for a year after that happened and to this day I still don't know how I had the mental fortitude to hold my ground and stay firm on the decision not to let her back in. Probably the only smart thing I did during that 2 year stupor I was in.
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Anonymous
7/8/2025, 11:10:04 PM No.33335772
>>33335639
I don't even have that mental fortitude.. I need to stop jerking off to her
I don't even have that mental fortitude.. I need to stop jerking off to her
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Anonymous
7/8/2025, 11:16:09 PM No.33335811
>>33335772
Only way I managed to stop this was deleting every last trace of her nudes from all my devices in a rare moment of clarity. I regretted it immediately after and for a long time after that but desu it sped up my healing process by a tenfold. Another rare smart thing I did during my manic period.
Only way I managed to stop this was deleting every last trace of her nudes from all my devices in a rare moment of clarity. I regretted it immediately after and for a long time after that but desu it sped up my healing process by a tenfold. Another rare smart thing I did during my manic period.