I do good things whether I'm rewarded or not whether people are watching me or not but it's not my first thought I first thought is always to do something bad or selfish but I correct myself but I hate how it makes me feel is there any way that I can naturally think to do a good things first?

Think happy thoughts throughout the day.

>>33336575
Alright I'll try

>>33336566 (OP)
How do I think happy thoughts consistently?

>>33336566 (OP)
An indirect reply:

A hero is not someone who doesn't know fear. That's an idiot. A hero is someone who is scared shitless but does it anyway.

A good person is someone who chooses to be good

>>33336566 (OP)
it's corny, but >>33338473 is correct. what you're experiencing is actually normal afaik; i used to have mean, intrusive thoughts often even though i have the absolute opposite desire to actually listen to them. it went away as i got older, and i reckon the same will likely happen to you. if you are obsessing over it, then it might be possible you have something like OCD and should get examined.

a man is best judged by his actions, and if yours are good then you are good, anything else is overcomplicating a cut-and-dry situation.

>>33336566 (OP)
Honestly, I don't think you should be worried about this. Thoughts like this are involuntary and everyone has them. And they don't matter. What matters is what you *do*. And you do the right thing; so you are already a good person. Try not to worry about it.

>>33336566 (OP)
Is it really that hard to grow up in a household with a dad these days

>>33336566 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVpGDttvYwE
Also nice dubs

>>33336566 (OP)
Love the image you posted OP

>>33336638
drugs

>>33336566 (OP)
Your actions are what define you, and ultimately you chose to do the right thing in these instances. Being tempted doesn't make you a bad person, especially when you don't act on it. Also, checked.