Idk what to do I feel like I'm in a dead end. My gf of 7 month left me (I will keep calling her that to make the story more understandable) saying we weren't right together and that I needed therapy, to work on myself because according to her I put too much pressure on her and create unnecessary conflict.
She said we could "find each other" when all of this would be settled and told me that now she needed to cut all contact but we would at least be friend when I would've worked on myself.
This was yesterday and I was absolutely devastated, today my ex contacted me, I was with this girl for a year and half before she dumped me because she's a depressive chick with bpd.
I agreed to meet her tomorrow because I'm a retard who will kill himself if nobody gives him love.
Wtf am I supposed to do, they both have a friend in common so my gf will know if I get with my ex. I want my gf back but how much time will I have to wait for this illusory stuff and what if she finds better. I don't even like really anymore my ex I'm just full of resentment and desperate for love and attention.

>>33336629 (OP)
Your entire post is just proving your ex right, moron. Maybe you really should get yourself in therapy instead of focusing on vain meaningless ego boosts because you're "a retard who would kill himself if nobody gave him love".

There is no reason for you to be incapable of enjoying your own company for a bit to the point where you're ready to blow up your own relationship just to fill the void.

Calm down, check into therapy, and start working out your issues. You might get away with hopping from woman to woman now but eventually looks fade and the demand for people like you diminishes. Sooner or later you'll have to face your issues head-on and why not have it be now?

you should take a break and calm down, first things first.
and then with a calm mind, look at your situation and your options. because right now you probably are not able to make proper decisions.
also, you got dumped 2 times, not the other way around. ponder why that is.

>>33336913
Never said she was wrong, just that I didn't know what to do

>>33336629 (OP)
>I'm a retard who will kill himself if nobody gives him love.
Has it occurred to you that you might, in fact, *need* therapy? It's not "illusory stuff" it helps fix issues like this.

>>33336629 (OP)
>"muh therapy" gaslighting
Block her

>>33336629 (OP)
Sexual status resembles employment status. If you're a jobless loser and try to find a job nobody wants your ass.

But if you already have a job and go on exploratory interviews and make it clear that you love your job and would only consider being lured away for a 10% raise because you feel you could handle more important responsibilities, everyone wants to hire you.

Same thing with women. If you aren’t getting any, you give off defeated loser vibes and women look at you and assume the reason you have no woman is because you aren’t good enough for one.

GL GETTING OUT OF THIS LOOP BY LIFTING WEIGHTS AND DOING RANDOM SHIT

>>33339831
Bro you didn't read shit, my problem isn't getting girls my problem is them leaving me.

>>33336629 (OP)
Kill yourself.

>>33340443
Considered it already provide something new at least

>>33339831
I'm not OP, but...
>LIFTING WEIGHTS
This part I can understand.
>AND DOING RANDOM SHIT
This is where you lose me.
What do you mean by 'random shit'?