I’ve been struggling alot in life lately. I have no friends, every attempt at a relationship has failed, I’m autistic, bipolar and have severe OCD. I have no hope in the future.

Should I just give up and become a NEET? I don’t see the point in working towards a future anymore. I’m so exhausted and burnt out. I literally sleep till 10 pm every day and go to the gym at midnight, that’s basically my life. I’ve tried self improving, going to school, getting a job, joining dating apps to try and get a girlfriend, etc but I just feel so dejected and burnt out from constantly trying and failing.

At this point, do I just give up on life? I’m planning on killing myself soon anyway, so it’s pointless to even try and live a normal life at this point right? Should I just cut my loses and accept life isn’t meant for me?

>>33338529 (OP)
I have checked out of the jewish prison bus

>quit wagie job
>sold everything I had in my name
>all property I own is in somebody else name
>stopped renewing IDs
>stopped paying taxes
>stopped paying car insurance/plates
>free groceries and free techslop (lots of it is hidden in the back nowadays but there are still plenty on the shelves)
Fridge is always packed, I have no bills, no obligations, responsibilities or worries.

I am free.

>>33338529 (OP)
you have to recover between workouts my man. You've been putting in the reps and it makes you wanna kys, there's the pain. NOW you need to rest and nourish yourself if you want the gain. you know, maybe youve injured yourself or something, so next time you work on the stuff that isn't injured and just be patient with the injury, massage it and lightly go through the motions with it until it hurts less. but you WILL get stronger, just keep going back to the weight

>>33338529 (OP)
NEETs are subhuman, parasitic losers, so no, anything is better than that.