How do I cope with the clock ticking before my suicide? I kill myself August 31st. The fact this month is almost halfway through already makes me sick, knowing it has to happen. Why am I killing myself? I'm being kicked out then as my mom and new stepdad are moving into a new big house and I'm not coming.

>>33341804 (OP)
Suicide is incredibly stupid for someone so young. You can literally do almost anything at your age. You have no idea what true pain is yet.

>>33341804 (OP)
That's not enough reason to kill yourself, anon. I've been homeless before and I got back up. You're going to be okay.

>I'm being kicked out
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CS9OO0S5w2k
Stay there and get a job working graveyards at a warehouse. They are always hiring, it's decent money and your living expenses will be low. Then get an apartment, watch scarface twice manny, and start building your life. The world is yours.

>new big house
>has even more room
>no, we dont share it with you
oof so your mom and your dad are fullretards?
i got kicked out with 18. it was a huge stone lifted from my body and soul, finally free from the opression, torture. but i was lucky too, my grandma is living 2 streets away from them so i could chill at her place. i neeted the fuck out, chilled,njoyed my liberties, allthe while all people around me wageslaved and jumped nose front into their lives and aged poorly cuz of stress and the vax while i just chilled and relaxed and carpe diem´d and stay vital and young looking.

infact im still at full liberty, but going to study this october probably, neeting got boring and i want to farm a lil $ to be able to afford a home for my children

what is your problem op. getting kicked out? the prospect of being homeless? the bad or noneexistent relationship with your parents? you didnt specify shit so how are we supposed to help you?
but really, none of these things are REAL problems.
real problems are for example health problems.
or you have to go to jail.
your best friend/family or loved significant other dies/d.
or massive paralising bodily pains and unable to resolve them quick.
intense feeling of impending doom.

i would invite you to stay over but my place is too small already and packed.
you could maybe go to church and ask them for help/advise. they have connections. at least a warm free meal per day guaranteed
good luck and dont you do it

>>33341804 (OP)
>Why am I killing myself? I'm being kicked out then as my mom and new stepdad are moving into a new big house and I'm not coming.
That seems like a pretty lame reason for killing yourself.

If you're dreading doing it, that obviously means you don't really want to die. And if you did want to die, you'd do it right away, you wouldn't wait.

So, I'm calling bullshit on this one. Get better bait.

>>33341804 (OP)
Can I have your room?

>>33341804 (OP)
Know the difference between rational anger & irrational anger (my hands are ugly, I hate rainy days, If only I could go back in time, etc).

30 years of therapy and no "professional" ever said it to me in this way: "Anger needs Oxygen".

Also having imaginary friends helped me out of a deep, dark pit of despair.

To hell with American Jesus (body builder, rageaholic, foul-mouth lady's man). Jesus can do only as much as your money can pay. (see pic)