>Be me
>Male
>From a young age found out my penis is small (around <4 inches long)
>Find out how undesirable small penises are
>I am not much, but I've actually gotten female attention in the past on occasions
>Inside I feel scared to death that they will take it further and find out my penis is tiny
>Ever since then I've become a shut in, especially around the opposite sex
>Always avoiding attention when I can, and say few words in hopes no more girls get interested in me
>Probably ended up socially stunting myself along with the other childhood problems I've had because of this
>Yearn to learn how to improve my situation and read advice on the internet
>"You can't make it bigger without mutilating it to the point of dysfunctionality"
>In my mind I thought: It's fucking over, had melancholic episodes while reading reddit subreddits, and joined an incel forum
>Now on top of being socially retarded I also have a heart full of rage, self-induced trauma, disdain for girls, and a cuck fetish
>Read the non penis enhancement advice
>Just eat pussy like a dyke or just use toys like a cuck
>Eat out the pussy that another man's dick has been in like a good gay
>Shove a 24 inch dildo reminding you how small your dick is that you have to resort to penetrating her with factory molded plastic
>Just fade me senpai

>>33342525 (OP)
There has to be another way to make it bigger, I know they are hiding the truth because then there would be no dating advantages anymore.
Even if I am permanently scarred and emotionally damaged from the shit I've seen and read I'd at least be at peace and have the confidence to be myself without feeling afraid of being exposed.
When I go to work I feel dead inside, when I laugh with my co-workers they don't know that I am faking the joy I once used to have as a kid.
Every now and then I'll laugh but only at dark humor because of the incel forums I lurked in.
I hate songs that have a chippy tone, and listen to pop metal, sob songs, and a few rap hybrid songs.
I don't know how I will live through 50 or 60 more years of this, knowing that my 20s will pass on like the wind

So what if your dick isn’t that big. Find someone and form an emotional bond and chances are if they like you it won’t matter. Being a sexist retard who thinks eating pussy is gay is going to do more harm to your love life than a four inch penis ever will.

>>33342541
You don't understand bro it's not just gay, but it's also like licking a petri dish.
If I had a girl I wouldn't even let her blow me because then she would just contract my bacteria

>>33342546

Vaginas are self cleaning and unless the girl has a UTI or doesn’t shower regularly there isn’t any harmful bacteria. If you wash your dick and balls daily there isn’t any harmful bacteria on that either.
If you don’t like the idea of mouth stuff don’t do it but it’s not that gross. Your phone probably has more nasty microbes on it than either type of genital.

My advice is work on your self confidence, exercise, and try not to be a sexist retard around women you’re into. Four inches isn’t even that bad OP, you can easily balance that out with a good personality and self improvement

>>33342570
>and try not to be a sexist retard
The problem is I am mentally scarred. I'm like a war vet prone to pstd flashbacks
I can try to mask the feeling but it won't make it go away.
Sure if I like the girl enough her charisma can make me forget the incelshit but if she says or does something that triggers the misogynist dwelling in my mind I'll snap
You have to understand those incels psycologically damaged me