I want to self harm again because I'm feeling really lonely right now. I used to use an artist knife and leave lots of small scratches on my arm but I want to have some "better" scars that are more deep. What type of knife should I use and how can I stop myself from being a pussy and make a good cut?

Stop cutting yourself retard

>>33345459
I'm feeling really lonely though and might never get a gf. I can't ask anywhere but here how I can self harm better.

I never got the point of self harm. The scars will signal to everyone around you that you're very mentally unstable. How is that gonna help with getting a gf?

Just vent to chatgpt, feel your feelings, and have a good cry. You'll feel better after, trust me. The only way out is through

>>33345464
How is cutting yourself going to make that better? And you're a dude, cutting yourself is teenage girl shit.

>>33345477
Like the physical pain distracts from the loneliness
>>33345476
>How is that gonna help with getting a gf?
IDK
>Just vent to chatgpt, feel your feelings, and have a good cry. You'll feel better after, trust me
No matter what I can't cry even if I want to. Idk why but even when I tried to kms at one point I just couldn't, even though I wanted too.

>>33345483
Most people can't cry on command, that's not how it works. You'll cry when you let yourself feel your feelings of despair. And pouring it all out, no filters, is the best way to engage with them. chatgpt works great for this. It's just a bot, you don't need to hold back in fear of putting it off. And it always manages to say the right thing.
Trying to distract yourself from your feelings is the opposite of what you should be doing, especially if you're gonna give yourself permanent marks on your body. What do you think people will think when they see your scars? You think any half decent girl is gonna stick around for that? You HAVE to face your feelings. Stop burying them

>>33345498
>Most people can't cry on command, that's not how it works. You'll cry when you let yourself feel your feelings of despair. And pouring it all out, no filters, is the best way to engage with them
Even when I was in the darkest place in my life I couldn't cry something might be wrong with me :(
>What do you think people will think when they see your scars? You think any half decent girl is gonna stick around for that? You HAVE to face your feelings. Stop burying them
You may be right but I'd like to think a decent girl wouldn't care

FUCK someone please tell me a good way to get a deep cut and a good knife to use

>>33345451 (OP)
grown ass man cutting himself and making attention seeking posts like this
here's your attention little gayboy crybaby, feel free to pay me back by killing yourself

>>33345507
No decent girl is gonna want a mental case, especially if you advertise it on your arms for everyone to see. If you already have trouble with girls, why would you make it harder on yourself?
Whatever you choose to do, don't do anything that has a permanent effect. That's a no brainer

>>33345523
I don't want to kms rn I just want to cut myself better than cat scratches. Something that might help me calm down

>>33345451 (OP)
kys jump from a tall building

>>33345571
I don't want to kms though I just want to self harm better

>>33345588
nice digits but i dont care, u gotta kill urself, buy a gun and shoot urself

>>33345591
Since you clearly don't give a fuck about pretending to help me just tell me how I can cut myself deeper

>>33345601
do seppuku in ur belly like the samurais and end ur life, kys

>>33345615
Fuck off asshole I'm NOT gonna kms I just want to self harm

>>33345451 (OP)
Working out scars you at the muscular level and eventually that tissue grows even bigger. I suggest you get cut this way.

>>33345636
i dont care nigger, kys, lay down in a train road and go to sleep forever faggot

>>33345644
I already do cardio but this actually gave me a chuckle lol :)

Cutting yourself won't make you less lonely. You are literally hurting yourself and it solves nothing. In the long run, these scars that you are giving yourself will turn others away. You won't feel the closeness or compassion of others; they will only have fear. Fear that you'll hurt them or fear that you'll kill yourself. You'll become a liability to those who try to get close to you and if you die they will feel that your blood is on their hands. Don't cut yourself. I'll tell you a little story about a time when I wanted to cut deeper and get a "good" cut.

I cut myself once out of anger, but I had done so several times before this incident hitting the fat layer. The cut I gave myself was no better than a cat scratch. I wanted something deeper and painful. I dug in and cut harder then I was immediately horrified by what I had done. For a second, I saw the internal structure of my hand including my nerves. Then the blood started rushing out. It was so dark you could hardly consider it red. I nearly fainted afterwards from how much blood I had lost in that instant. I had to lie to several people before I finally had to watch my hand get sewn together like a zombie. Had it been deeper, my hand would've been permanently paralyzed. I never imagined I would cause serious damage like that. Then I had to lie numerous times in the years that followed. There will never be an end to the lying because what I did was permanent. For each scar, there is a constructed lie repeated a hundred times over until I die just to conceal my poor decisions from the past. Just to give myself an equal footing amongst others.

>>33345742
Think about how you'll have to lie about them or explain them for the rest of your life. Having your scars permanently on display, everybody who can see knowing that you are mentally ill and willing to hurt yourself. Who's to say you wouldn't hurt them if you're willing to hurt yourself of all people? The scars don't go away. They are permanent, and so are the consequences that come with them. Once they're there, they will never leave. They're a permanent mark on full display showing to everybody that there is something very wrong with you. Something that cannot be fixed, something dangerous. The scars will be there for the rest of your life. Any career you could possibly want is gone the instant you cave-in and hurt yourself. Working out is constructive way to pain yourself. If you just want to see yourself hurt, try wearing bandages or use a red marker to draw blood on yourself.

Go on shtwt or shedtwt
I think the best thing to sh with is probably an eyebrow razor
Put a small amount of force onto the blade, then pull it quickly to swipe
It is very easy to go too deep, so start slowly
Start with cat scratches, then styros, then beans.
Dont go deeper than the last level until you know how to aftercare
Most importantly, post pics/vids of you shing so you can get a lot of followers on shtwt
Good luck, guys who sh are rare and you can easily get a cute, fucked up 18 yo gf on there

>>33345742
>>33345748
First of all anon I'm sorry you had to go through that. Second you might've convinced me for now. That sounds horrifying and again I'm sorry you had to suffer like that, hope you're in a better place now. I might try the red marker thing for now. I just feel REALLY lonely and wanted an outlet. Cutting myself probably isn't the smartest thing to do now though.

I know I just said I wouldn't do it but would posting my self harm scars on twitter really help me find love? >>33345762

>>33345803
Yup, but it probably wont last unless you find someone near you. E-relationships are like 90%+ breakup rate in 6 months.
Still, youll feel the love of a hot crazy chick and you can always just move on to the next one.
Also, cut on your upper arms, thighs, stomach, and chest. Dont cut on your wrists or people will think youre a silly little bitch.
Cut in places you can cover. Women love sh scars on your chest.

>>33345803
Also, lurk shedtwt for at least a few weeks before you cut. Learn before you start.

>>33345824
I'm gonna listen to the other anon for now but I'll keep that in mind if I become desperate enough

>>33345779
Thank you anon. If I could, I'd stop myself from ever cutting in the first place. Cutting myself was the decision of a stupid kid who had a shitty home. I know you can be better than a stupid kid. If you ever SH, you'd be crossing a threshold and you can never go back from. You will never be the same again. If you want a destructive outlet, look into rage rooms or simply beat the shit out of a pillow. You can try painting scars on yourself too. Hurting yourself is never a good idea.
>>33345803
You won't find love. You'll become the sugarbaby of sadists who are too cowardly to face the horrors they want you to subject yourself too. Normal people don't want to date a person who has done SH. Should you get involved with that community, it will be hard to find any sort of "love" outside of it. The people who wallow in those spaces are miserable and you're setting yourself up for a lifetime of misery and regret if you get involved. They will leave you the moment you decide to stop SH. They won't love you for yourself but they will only see you as the product of their disgusting fetish. You will be their victim; their toy, not their soulmate. Don't become a victim of your own impulsivity. Never hurt yourself for the attention of others. You have to live for you and always love yourself for yourself.

>>33345874
Thanks anon I'm sorry for being an attention whore. I'm gonna try the red marker thing and try my absolute hardest to forget what this anon said and not buy eyebrow razors. I was retarded for even thinking I can find "love" posting my self harm scars. Idk how I can find real love though. I have massive body dysphoria and a whole lot of other issues. I'm probably not gonna be able to reply to this thread anymore since I'm gonna sleep now but you gave me a lot to think about. Thank you for sharing your story and I'm gonna fight the urge to relapse and cut again. Thank you anon sending you the best hugs <3

If you want to feel pain that will actually turn you into an attractive Man that will attract sexy women
take up boxing

>>33346047
You can also use red food dye or red paint diluted with water if you want to simulate real blood. The scars are never worth it. No matter where you place them, they won't be concealed forever. Somebody will see them. Cutting will never solve your problems, it will only make them worse. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you'll take care of yourself.