I remember this one time a hot girl was into me in high school. She thought I was funny and would invite me to parties. Then one day I made a really crude joke. She started giving me less attention after that.

I can get attention from some really cute girls at work. But I feel that’s only because I hide away the weird parts of my personality. Outside I’m hardworking, kind, and funny. But with my closest friends I act really immature, make all sorts of vulgar and offensive jokes, and my hobbies are basically vidya, and the internet.

If my parents weren’t such pieces of shit I would have grown up normal and married the first cute normie girl that gave me attention. But I have to always second guess every romantic interaction because I’m afraid they won’t accept me after knowing me personally. is there any hope for me?