>Graduated
>Never got accepted into an internship
>No job
>Never had a girlfriend or any romantic experience
>Autistic and ugly
>Stuck in hometown where I don’t know anyone besides my immediate family
>No friends wants to talk to me
I’m an autist who will never have a job and will never be in a relationship. I am hated and worthless to the world. Women either despise me or think z I’m weird. How do I not kill myself my life has been so miserable

why kill yourself might as well stay alive and see what happens

>>33348487 (OP)
I won't read suicide threads because they are ALWAYS simply to get attention and OP will never act upon ant advice given and usually just disappears after the original post.

>>33348487 (OP)
Find some online friends, i reccomend platforms like 8kun or Telegram, middle eastern guys seem especially social there and will help you a lot with confidence issues...

>>33348487 (OP)
Shouldve done it earlier, shame on your ass post another one got archived kys kys kys kys kys kys

>>33348487 (OP)
>I’m worthless
This is not true. God knows every hair on your head, to the number.

>I am hated and worthless to the world.
>Autistic and ugly
Have you ever read the description of Jesus Christ?

>He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him,
>nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.
>He was despised and rejected by mankind,
>a man of suffering, and familiar with pain.
>Like one from whom people hide their faces
>he was despised, and we held him in low esteem.
>Isaiah 53:2-3, the Holy Bible.

The world hated Jesus, and still does. He is God.

God knows your suffering. He sees you. Do you see him?

>They came to Bethsaida, and some people brought a blind man and begged Jesus to touch him. He took the blind man by the hand and led him outside the village. When he had spit on the man’s eyes and put his hands on him, Jesus asked, “Do you see anything?”

>He looked up and said, “I see people; they look like trees walking around.” Once more Jesus put his hands on the man’s eyes. Then his eyes were opened, his sight was restored, and he saw everything clearly. Mark 8:22-25.

>How do I not kill myself my life has been so miserable
Thus far you have tried to achieve fulfillment from:
>education
>internships
>job
>women
>physical health
>outward appearance
>social relationships

Consider following a different way. Jesus says:
>But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, Matthew 6:33.
Have you tried seeking the kingdom of God?

>I’m worthless
Not true. God loves you.
>But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8.

>>33348487 (OP)
>>Graduated
>>Never got accepted into an internship
>>No job
sorry to rub it in OP but this will never not be funny to me
i deliberately took the short route out of education because i knew it wasn't for me, now I've worked a simple security job for the last decade and am financially very well off because i take the boring shifts and barely spend any money.
meanwhile college graduates suffer from diploma inflation
>>33349580
>OP will never act upon any advice given and usually just disappears after the original post.
this is very true