(summary of what's happened to me: tried to kms, failed, too much of a pussy and ranaway from everyone. they think im dead)
welp i cant use my card as my dumbass left it home. i have about 7000 yen left with me, which isn't that much. i've been able to charge my phone at charging stations, and still have a mobile data plan, which is automatically paid by my card anyways. i want to have enough money to survive but i don't think i'll be able to for a long time, especially my area.
i live on a pretty small island (~5000/less population), so i cant rlly go out too much without being caught. i'm scared somebody will recognise me so i just hide all the time.
i have no idea what to fucking do anymore i just dont want to look like a loser to my loved ones.

Use your boat to sail away from Jap land to America with your chest of belongings where you can be a cuck with free will and snowbunnies. Ya cunt.

>>33348917 (OP)
Well, just run away I guess.
I've always wanted to just escape and run away now you have the perfect opportunity.

What prefecture are you in?
Get off the island ASAP, unless you know everyone on the island you won't be recognised.

How old are you? You can always come back to the island if you want but right now you have the perfect opportunity to change your life for the better

>>33349253
i am not gonna name the prefecture where i live as i kinda prefer my privacy.
i know a bunch of people here, so im likely to be spotted.
i've been hiding around a forest for now / abandoned houses to not be seen.
i want to get off the island, but it's legitimately miles and miles away from any other island/"mainland" japan, so it's unlikely i can.

>>33349287
What means of transport are available to you?

>>33349338
there's public transport but i'll probably be recognised (used to take the bus everyday), there's cars but i don't have one so i'll.probably have to steal one ig..
sometimes cyclists come down where i've been staying so i could try steal a bicycle.. if that would do anything
apart from that, nothing. there's rarely ever boats due to being so far.