Im 27, trans and I still live with my parents.

Getting on welfare and becoming homeless voluntarily and then living in specialized housing for at risk people for a while until I got on my feet

This is first world privilege though, I don't think I would have done it without the welfare part. Also I was still in my early 20s, I think that's about the absolute latest I could have done something so dramatic personally

Got an anxiety attack so bad that I thought I was dying, I even called an ambulance. Stopped smoking weed. But the anxiety didnt leave. Went to the doctor, toldo me to get a job. Got a shitty job, got a slightly better job, went back to studying and that was It.

>>33349248 (OP)
Stop being trans, work towards starting a family, and dedicate most of your time towards learning a skill.

>>33349259
>>33349574
I wish I was kicked out at 18

>>33349674
I've tried to be normal get into women for years. Its not possible

>>33349248 (OP)
I stopped pretending to be a FAGGOT and stopped taking HRT

fucking troon ass nigger kys yngmi

>>33349248 (OP)
I won't read frankenstein threads.

>>33349248 (OP)
what is wasting ur life?
the only point of life is to live

>>33349248 (OP)
Detransition before you do irreparable damage to yourself, the world is not your discord echo chamber, you've put yourself at a disadvantage

>>33349909
>yngmi
jealous, seething + coping
>>33350331
I want to go out to shows, see bands. Im a pussy who's scared to be around people too long and I just leave. I want to suffer and gain from it

>>33351088
Projecting much? The world isn't the propaganda 4chan feeds you, I don't waste time on Discord.

I decided to just take action towards doing what is right.

>>33349248 (OP)
Go to church, speak to the priest, let him know you would like to change, have him guide you to the path of Jesus Christ.

Stop being trans and is not necessarily to become straight and date women just be alone until Jesus Christ Superstar come to your life.

>>33349248 (OP)
I don't see a problem, anon. So you live with your parents, so what? That just means you can save money, and it's clear they accept you for who you are. Get that compsci masters degree and be the best troon you can be. I know you can do it.

>>33351357
You're a 27 year old troon who lives with his parents still. No one is jealous of you, faggot

>>33349248 (OP)
got on a grad scheme desu

Coming to /adv/ to ask how to stop wasting your life is like swimming to the bottom of the ocean to ask how to stop drowning.

>>33351357
>I want to go out to shows, see bands. Im a pussy who's scared to be around people too long and I just leave. I want to suffer and gain from it
Just do it nigga, you need to expose yourself, each time u do it will become less scary.
Also keep being trans cuz I like to see chuds seethe.

>>33349248 (OP)
>trans
It's fuckin over.

>>33351366
that's the hardest part though
>>33352459
I have things I want to do. Its just committing to it thats hard. I dont have a good relationship with my parents, if I leave they wouldn't let me back. I have 10k and 0 education past high school.

My only plan A is to be a storyboard artist and start my own distribution company. Which is very lofty for someone who cant maintain relationships with even my closest friends. Im not trying to be a self defeating bitch but I struggling to force myself into the uncomfortable situation I need to be in.

>>33352813
I have before. Ive gone to weird underground political meetings and I've been to plenty of shows and art classes. Anything I can to meet people that are like me. But I ALWAYS bitch out in the end. The whole time Im just dwelling in the uncomfortablness and it never gets better. Then I just fall back to the comfort of my room, wasting another year. I almost want to live in my car so I never have the option of escaping and hiding. Ty for ur post.

>>33353094
>I have things I want to do. Its just committing to it thats hard
There are very few things in your life that you have control over. Exercise your control over yourself. 10k isn't that bad, and it's all yours. You can do this, but you have to work at it. It requires dedication and discipline, which you are capable of, whether you think so or not. Start out small and work your way bigger. Or are you going to let yourself die? Stop thinking and doubting. Start doing. You only have so long to live and it all may end tomorrow. Take a risk, and go for what you want. This is the only way to live honestly.

sometimes i think ppl like you need to be stripped of all their belongings and put in a military camp and that might fix 50% of you within 1-2yrs
why dont trans people ever take t instead of est? just revert back to what you are closest to?

>>33349248 (OP)
Just stop being trans and you'll be okay.

>>33353405
>take the thing thats causing you mental anguish that your body is already full of