I wish I never had a girlfriend. She broke up with me 2 fucking years ago and not a single full continuous hour has passed (besides maybe sleep) in which I have not thought of her. I wish I was never happy. Being with her was the highest point of my life. She left. She moved on. I am still single and likely will be forever single. Our love was a fluke. I was meant to be a lonely loser but I got to taste happiness. And I spend every day yearning for what I lost. I have been on dates and met other people. Nobody holds a fucking candle to her. I lowkey envy the lonely losers who haven’t opened pandoras box.

You simply need to move on.
Problem is you live in the past, you keep thinking about her and venerate her as some sort of saint.
This need to stop, try to go out and meet with friends.
Talk to someone about your issue and the most importantly try to accept the past and move on.

>>33349700
I know. But it makes no difference. I’ve tried just about everything. Drugs, drinking, smoking, prostitutes, friends, hobbies, manifestation, exercise, dating others, hobbies, stoicism, visualization, work, family, charity, volunteering, religion. Nothing has gotten me to stop thinking of her and it’s driving me mad. 2 years of torture and my heart still fucking longs for only her. It definitely doesn’t hurt anymore. It stopped hurting after about a year. But the thoughts of her, only her, still haunt me constantly. I recently tried therapy. He gave me insight about thought patterns and habits. I’m hoping what my therapist guides me with will help.

>>33349678 (OP)
>I lowkey envy the lonely losers who haven’t opened pandoras box.
Shut the fuck up you whiney faggot. At least you had a woman that cared about you, incels go their entire lives feeling unwanted.
Get the fuck over it, pussy.

>>33349678 (OP)
Move on, faggot.

Your happiness was rooted in dependency. It wasn't real. Imagine crying about coming out of a Disney movie and wishing it was real. If you care so much about that kind of thing just start doing drugs

>>33349678 (OP)
Damn bro, sounds rough, but this connection seems stronger than most. You sure it was healthy? Last time i got feelings like this it was because the girl was actually super toxic and pseudo-groomed me; not saying that's happened to you but it is worth thinking about WHAT makes you like her so much that it doesn't apply to other people etc etc, in case you're traumabonded

she was not special. find new woman move on

>>33349678 (OP)
she was prolly mid LOL

>>33349678 (OP)
stop being such a whiny pussy and move the fuck on

>>33349678 (OP)
>Nobody holds a fucking candle to her.

the real fucking question is why you think that? having that mentality closes you off to other potential great women

Why you so obsessed with her? Prove why she deserves your undying devotion you noob at love, why is she worthy of your full deference and self sacrifice?

Sounds like she didn't have much on her plate, you just have way too little on yours

Yawn

Zero storyline

>>33350151
After 2 years of nonstop reflection I can say with confidence: no, it wasn’t healthy. but that doesn’t make a difference to how I feel. I am trauma bonded and “soul tied” and whatever else you want to call it. Part of me thought she hexxed me even though I don’t believe in that bullshit. Some days I think she sucks and I’m better off without her and other days I miss her and she was the best thing in the world. Either way, I stay thinking of her.

>>33349678 (OP)
She wasn't special.
There are others just like her and better.

Unironicaly grow up and move on

>>33350735
Love doesn’t exist then. I grew up watching those 1940s romance movies and reading those happily ever after books. My whole life I believed in soul mates. It’s all a lie. Because you can give your all to someone and then just find someone else.

Broke up after 3 weeks? Just move on bro there’s always another. Divorced after 30 years? Just move on bro there’s always another.

Nothing is special. Nothing is sacred. Love is a lie. Say I sound like an emo faggot. But this bothers me. That there is no such thing as unconditional love.

>>33349678 (OP)
The fact that you are still making threads like this show your feelings. I would say you are more involved with focusing on me during the day that I love you. With all the threade...

>>33350756
no one says move on because love doesn’t exist

one says move on because it’s the answer that most makes sense

why stay somewhere in which love did not thrive and grow and strengthened?

if you guys broke up it’s obvious it wouldn’t have worked

you need to love YOUrself
and allow someone who loves you for you in your life and who chooses to stay. That’s when love thrives

>>33350732
she's a bitch
she knows what she's doing
she wants your attention

whiny asss

>>33350756
Love does exist, but unconditional love will only come from your mother and your dog.