How do you get used to living alone without getting really gross and messy or just kinda getting really weird?

>>33350950 (OP)
upside, you can watch porn without head phones.
downside you can over flow your sink with dishes.

you just have to be responsible for yourself, nothing more nothing less

Probably by not being a fucking slob. It's easier to not have a mess when you live alone because there is only one person making messes.
Wash your dishes after you use them.

>>33350959
>>33350954
I've started piling trash bags by the door until trash day. Like you said it's not much, but I just don't want to go outside.

I've also started talking to myself. Not someone else, like schizo, but vocalizing my inner monolog outloud. Still feels like I'm getting weird. There's no one to feel shame from so I don't care.

>>33350950 (OP)
Do whatever you want until one day the roof figuratively falls on your head when your enablers die or kick you out. By then you might not be able to adapt and, hopefully, will just quietly kill yourself. So it's a matter of long-term thinking, or the absence of it - you can either do it or you can't, and no-one here can advise you.

>>33350971
everyone talks to themselves aloud sometimes when alone. you should take out your trash.

That's been me for my entire life. 34 years old. Gross, messy, weird. I don't take care of myself or my property. No friends. Neighbors actively avoid me.

>>33351001
I did. I just let it pile up. Just generally letting myself go since there's no one to recieve shame from. Just don't know how to really fix it