i started hating my birthday since I was about 10 y.o because my uncle got super drunk, made a scene, and the next year two thirds of my family just didn't show up, nor called to wish me a happy birthday. just like any other kid, I viewed birthdays as something special. my family disappearing in thin air did impact me a little. my birthday is coming soon, and for years since "that accident" I felt like hate my birthday, that I want for it to be treated like any other day, but at the same time I "yearn" for someone to remember it and wish me a happy birthday (bonus point if there's a small gift, even a candy yk?). I know the more you grow up, the less time you'll have to celebrate your birthday, and it lowkey makes me hate that birthday celebration is even a thing. i got to feel special, then it randomly gets taken away. idk, I probably just felt like ranting, excuse me, but thank you for reading.

>>33352844 (OP)
whats the advice your asking?
>i "yearn" for someone to remember it
either find a healthy relationship or just do something special on your birthday. not for anyone else but you, do something you enjoy on that day or treat yourself to dinner. dont make a big deal out of it, birthdays are just a milestone that can be remembered in a good way.

>>33352844 (OP)
Happy birthday anon

>>33352844 (OP)
Nah we might live really long or forever with future tech and dying is just returning to where you came from anyway. Happy birthday.