>>33352946 (OP)>How do you get the discipline to:>stop being an alcoholicIn economics, there is this thing called "Opportunity Cost" which means that for something to take place, most all others must be price and tribute. To add, worth itself is malleable.
What is that 'something' worth having alcohol be price and tribute? Your habit is, perhaps, a a telltale reflection that all other things in your life lay subordinate to it, that no other thing is superior โ and thus may be a symptom.
>working a job you hatePerhaps it may be good to step back and be able to re-evaluate the circumstances. You could either tailor the experience to your liking, or leave for other prospects.
>fix your lifeThe minute and tiny details you could do something about which is either overlooked or you refuse to acknowledge may be worth trying.
There are professions and large scale systems built to address the small of details, and humbleness to stoop and effort it may open doors for you.