>>33357219>>33357193I kinda felt like this and to people who feel like this I'll just give a few tips that have helped me cope better:
> You owe it too yourself to max out your face and fashion card at least once See what your lean and healthy face looks like and then notice if anything changes. I found in my cases people actually started to crave my attention, more friends, etc. All you have to do is eat 100% clean, do a few miles a week of running, a skin care routine, and drink lots of water. It's really not rocket science , its just hard due to addictions/cravings.
The world takes you somewhat more seriously if it looks like you take yourself seriously.
And this was with STILL acting like an autist socially / conversationally. It made me realize how much of my own hell was in my control , I was never going to be on top of the world but I could have been doing things the whole time that lessened the impact. It's kinda like staying in an unlocked prison cell.